Thoughts

Night 1

Hello name is Anabel

17 years old soon to be 18. Which isn't really that exciting because I will officially be an adult. Which is really scary if you think about it. 

I remember being younger and was so excited to turn 18, always thought I would have a lot of friends that I would go party with, drive around with, to just mess around with..but that sadly didn't come true. I was wrong, Oh I would kill to be a little girl again. Stress free,always happy, not dealing with such bad depression, not giving a fuck about my weight, not giving a fuck about boys because it was just me and my friends.

Wow my life used to be so good,oh how I took it for granted man. Now a days all I have to do is , go to school and then come home to go directly to the gym afterwards. I was doing really good with my weight, until my depression slowly came creeping back up to me,ready to take me over. I wasn't expecting it but it came like a thief in the night. Probably because I barely have any friends now, I realized how lonely I really am. Barely have anyone to talk to, never get asked how my days been, haven't had a deep convo with anyone lately so this is why I am now starting to write.

Silly Writing that no one will ever read anyways, but hell I wanted to write my thoughts on things.

Im actually a quite nice girl,fun,funny,etc. You just have to get to know me first cause im a shy fuck who gets anxiety over the littlest things.

Im go now. Hope the rest of your night is wonderful.

Its just me and my thoughts. -Anabel-