The night turns old, polychrome lights move in a skittish way
People dancing with enthusiasm, as loud music ingest the crowd,
not minding the ticking clock, every sway fits the rhythm
Shouts, hollers, cries of delight
Chaos filled the Friday Night
I roamed my eyes, searching no one
In the almost end part of the crowded space, feels like everything stopped in a sudden
I can still see everyone, but my eyes were stuck with only one
He moved in a graceful way, in every beat, in every tune,
He passed the crowd, to walk through me
my heart pounded, loud as the music plays
The scene was shot in a slow motion
Hoping that this ecstatic feeling won't last
But then all my visions were surceased
The pop music stopped, shifted to a slow and romantic rhythm
He left his place, while I was stunned and dumbfounded at a little while
Seems like my eyes were bewildered at his manly aura
He wore a shirt in white
Faded jeans, and grey formed cap on his head
May be simple, but for me, it was beyond the latter
He caught me downhill,
In state were I was dying to know his name
And so, couples gathered at the dancefloor
Shouts and cheers filled the entire hall
I stepped on my way back, were I should be
I again, eyed the crowd,
My mind was conquered by my fantasies
My thoughts drifted in cloud nine
Clear visions occurred,
where I and him
Stands on the same dance floor,
Eyes stuck at each other
Dancing our heart's thoughts and desire,
hope he don't mind, I already fell
Deep, deep, at this moment, 10:30 pm
On Friday Night
But in just one snap,
Fate declared the hurtful truth
The painful reality,
The image I dreamt awhile,
Popped like a winded bubble
Two silhouettes standing, face to face, eye to eye
The image I never wished to happen, never in my whole life, in this whole night . .
He held her hand in a gentle way, sincerity was shown
They both swayed, their bodies drown in the cadence
They both danced all through the night, silently hoping my hunches weren't right
Slow as the music plays,
my heart painfully breaks like a Gothic vase
I tried not to take a glance
But the awful image just don't last
Realizing how lucky she is,
that the guy I extremely adore,
Took her last dance
How painful the situation was?
T'was like stabbing myself with millions of sharpened knives,
drowning myself with the sea of prickly thorns,
walking in a heating coal of fire,
T'was suicidal, but then I keep smiling, just to show the crowd I'm okay. .. .well I'm not.
I can barely breathe,
to the point I just want this beating to stop.
Funny t'was, indeed
Being into someone
I can never have, we can't be one
I fell for him, he fell with someone else
A night blended with lots of emotion
My heart screams peace, in the middle of commotion
The clock stroked eleven,
The night may end, but all the spaces of my brain, occupied by your image
I can no longer think straight
There may be billions of people in this sacred cruel world,
Tonight, at this moment, I declare
He got my mind, now he gone through my heart
I won't let him escape
If it cause pain, I'll endure
He may hurt me, he's still my cure
As I walk in the quite road,
Mixed emotions bugging my soul
Realizations hit me,
I lose the game, everybody plays
I'll leave that crowded hall,
Pain conquering my broken soul
I shrugged, I closed my eyes. . .slowly
A tear drop fell, mascara slowly fade
I'm a mess, my heart broke in microscopic bits
At that place, at the very moment, 11:11, at Friday Night ..
