ghostly | sanggyun, yongguk (jbj)

[i] craving

"delete them."

"no," yongguk refused blankly, staring at the folder labelled 'hyung' on his camera roll.

kenta sighed. "do i need to force you-"

"i'm not deleting them."

"it's unhealthy for you!" his japanese friend's concern made him look over at him with fiery eyes. "looking at him all day, all night... you'll only miss him more! i know it's only been two weeks, and i miss sanggyun hyung just as much but-"

"you can't tell me to get rid of him!" yongguk suddenly grabbed his phone and clutched it to his chest protectively. "no... never... i can never get rid of him... no one else understands what we had..."

kenta stared at him, pity filling his heart. "'guk, you're going crazy. just, calm down for a bit."

the boy only narrowed his eyes at his concerned friend. "stop saying that. i'm not crazy. don't accuse me like that."

"but you-"

"look! do you want to see what we had?!" yongguk quickly unlocked his phone, scrolling through and stopping at the exact spot he needed to. he'd been through the folder so many times, he knew where everything was.

opening up the video, he flashed it to kenta. the boy's heart hurt as he saw yongguk not even three months ago, standing by sanggyun, who had been cooking something on the stove. sanggyun looked up to the camera and smiled, before pulling a dumb face, making yongguk kick him. "ugh, i can't take a single good photo with you hyung!"

"hey, you don't need photos, you can see my face every day," sanggyun grinned, kissing the tip of his nose before going back to his cooking. "what sauce do you want?"

"yours."

"that's it kim yongguk," sanggyun immediately started running after the younger boy as he laughed, turning the video off as he escaped.

yongguk glared at kenta with furrowed eyebrows, before looking back at the screen. "a-and here. there's this. remember this, huh? do you?"

with another scroll, he flashed the screen to kenta and pressed on it, playing a video of all three of them at the convenience store. sanggyun had been speaking the conversational japanese he had learnt previously to kenta as yongguk recorded the two.

"listen to how sexy my boyfriend sounds," the chinese boy wavered happily from behind the camera, making the two look over at him as the said man laughed. "i know, baby."

"what about me?!" kenta huffed angrily, yongguk grinning. "sure, whatever kenta-"

"so mean!" the japanese native whined, sanggyun and yongguk hi-fiving as they laughed.

the video stopped there, and yongguk quickly pulled his phone back to him as kenta let the video play again and again in his head. "you want me to delete those, huh? i can't. i physically can't."

kenta sighed, frowning. he knew yongguk had a point; but seeing his obsessiveness over the dead boy really had started to worry him.