Trust (A Jai Brooks Imagine)

Chapter 9

May's P.O.V.

No one would talk to me. Sheila, James, Beau, Daniel, Summer and the Brook boys all hate me for what I did. I really counted on Sheila but she hung up on me as soon as she heard my voice. The only person I can trust right now is Matt. But I want my old friends back.

I took the bus to school today because I left my car at Matthew's. I waited at the bus stop for my bus. I was on my own until Brent came and joined me. He sat next to me but I stood up and walked to the next bus stop. I don't even want to look at him anymore. He makes me so angry.

The bus finally came. Brent was obiously on it. I saw Matt sitting on his own so I went and sat next to him.

"Hey." He said.

"Hiya." I replied. I was still really upset from yesterday.

"Are you okay?" No I'm not okay.

"I'll be okay."

"I'll be?" He looked worried. I nodded.

"Why aren't you sitting with him?" I whispered and pointed at Brent.

"He knows I told you. He doesn't wanna be friends with me." He shrugged. It actually looked like he doesn't care.

I'm gonna get Brent for this. It's not fair that I'm getting all this bullshit and he's sitting at the front of the bus with a smile on his face.

I really miss Jai and it's only been like 12 hours. Me and Matt got off at our stop and made our way to school. We had Art first and I have that class with Sheila and Jai. I'm extra scared. I don't have Matt to comfort me.

Class started. Sheila and Jai sat next to each other. They were whispering to each other. Sheila shook her head in disgust and looked at me. When she looked I looked away from her. I sat on my own.

"In twos I want you to discuss what abstract is. You have 1 minute. Go!" Miss Davis said. Sheila and Jai were partners. I didn't have a partner. So I just sat there for one minute on my own.

I want this lesson to end already. I have Spanish next and I sit next to Matt. After the discussion for 1 minute, Jai threw a piece of paper at me. I opened it up and read these words. 'Why did you do it?' I wrote back and put 'I didn't do it. Brent did it. I thought you could trust me.' And I threw the piece of paper back to him. He read it and just shook his head. He then whispered something to Sheila. This is so silly. I need to talk to Jai.

When Art was over, I ran to Spanish class and waited for Matt. Once I saw him, I ran to him.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

"Yeah, just a little hurt." I said.

"What did he do?"

"Nothing big."

"Don't let him get to you. I'm gonna do whatever it takes to get you and Jai back together." He hugged me.

I don't understand why Matt caused this shit and then wants to solve it. I pushed him off me.

"You caused this shit. Why?" I asked.

"To get closer with you. I love it when we are this close. I didn't mean to ruin your relationship with him. Like I said, I'm gonna get you guys back together again."

"I thought you did it because you liked me."

"I sorta did. But I know now that you love Jai."

I nodded and hugged him again. Jai walked past and saw. He shook his head at me. He's always coming at the wrong time. We stood outside the classroom waiting for Spanish. Since the teacher is late, I'm gonna try and talk to Jai.

I walked towards Jai and sat next to him. He moved a little away from me. Ouch. My heart.

"Jai. Please can we talk about this?"

"Talk about how much you jump from each guy. You went from me, to Brent and now to Matt. Make up your fucking mind May. You can't keep breaking all our..."

Wait. Matt? NO.

"I'm not with Matt."

"I saw you guys hugging and you looked real happy." Jai looked like he was about to cry. I was crying at this point.

"No. Matt has helped me since all of you guys won't talk to me. I'm trying my best to get you back Jai. But you don't see shit. All you see is me being some nasty slut. But I'm not. I didn't kiss Brent. He kissed me. I didn't touch Matt. I was thanking him because he has helped me since ya'll left me. He deserves a nice hug from me. I still love you Jai. And I mean it." I shouted that last part. Now all eyes are on us. "I thought you could trust me." I was crying so much.

"Like you said May. Trust is like a piece of paper." He walked off.

I sat down crying. I felt someone come and sit next to me rubbing my back.

"Everything will be fine. I promise." I looked up expecting to see Matthew. I was so shocked to see one of my best friends. Sheila gave me a chance. I looked up and started crying. She hugged me.

"I'm sorry for today. And hanging up on you yesterday." She had guilt written all over her.

"It's okay. I just want Jai back."

The teacher still hasn't arrive. I guess we had a free lesson. We all walked inside and sat down wherever.

"I'm gonna sit next to Jai if that's okay with you?" Sheila asked.

"Yeah sure." I sat next to Matt.

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