Don't go(A dan and phil short story)

Chapter 3

Dear Phil,

                 I'm sorry. I really am. I thought i had changed. I thought i was better and happier. I guess i was wrong. Wait...i am definitely happier. Meeting you was the best moment of my life. I know i might have said it quite a few times but...it's true. And...i ....i love you. I'm sorry. I know i should i have told you this sooner but...i...i dont know. I never meant to hurt you. I...oh god. I never thought this day would come,trust me. I always thought we would grow old together, get married,have a child whatever. I know, that was stupid. I dont want to come between you and Cat. I really dont. But i also know that i won't physically be able to live seeing you both together. I'm sorry i did this. I'm so....so...sorry. Just know that no matter what, i will always be with you, and i will always...always love you.

 -Dan