pained

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The darkness within me that I still try to sustain with a smile , 😊
The pain that clutch my chest and arrest the air to get into my throat still makes me wonder that how I'm still alive 💔

Lost ..compleley in the process of losing my soul , yet I still manage to control my rage to leap at others 💔

Pple stab at me , make me bleed untill I have only a single drop of my blood to fall , I stand there and I safeguard it as it is the last drop of water of my salvation 💔

The sleepless nights with off mode data , I find myself surrounded with demons that pushes me to suffer in the cold sight with its eyes filled with hatred
Yet I still give it a back hit and make myself stable 💔

The pain I'm going through is screaming inside me to show its presence to others
Yet , I attempt to shut down as if it holds by dignity 💔

The rage within me who makes it to burn like a fire makes me to hunt for the sufferage of others who hurt me
Yet I'm silent for my own good💔

Fake pple are like fire who turns me into ashes
I still compress myself to b cold enough not to burn 💔

I want to hurt back
But still I need that pain that they give me
To find my justice , value and power
Now ! Listen ! I'm not weak , pathetic , fragile that I can break by simply touching
Bcuz I burn like a fire now with lots of hatred towards the pple who hurt me for their own to compromise their jealousy 💓

HEY my dear friends ! I know that I have lots of grammatical error yet I tried out something new hoping that u guys are there for me to support and correct me in a calm manner ... This is my first write up ...So kindly forgive me for my grammatical errors

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