I lean against the door to Phil's room with the letter in my hand. I look at it and start crying. What am i doing? Why am i doing this? I take a deep breath and place my hand on the doorknob, but suddenly i hear Phil's voice
"Cat! Hi! I missed you today!"
I take my hand off of the doorknob and wipe my tears away. With one last glance, i drop the note on the floor. " I love you Phil"
I go to my room and look at the pills near me. I empty practically the whole bottle onto my hand and close my eyes.
"You're doing this for Phil"
I put them in my mouth and drink the water. It's done. I can slowly feel myself getting dizzy. Antidepressants are not that strong but this was something else. The doctor had warned me to eat it with caution.
It seems to be working.
I fall to the floor.
I remember the happy days Phil and I had.
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I can slowly feel myself go limp. My eyes are closing slowly.
Suddenly, Phil comes running into my room. He sees me lying on the floor.
It feels like everything's going in slow motion. He says something. I struggle to hear what he says but i can feel my life starting to slip away.
