im mindless because of my behavior

i cant believe my eyes

so I was leaving to go to my friends house when I saw...... my worst enemy

yn: (*walking past scared*)

aliyah: why are you in my sight

yn: (*studdering*) b b because I I was walking t t to my bestfriend house

aliyah:.leave now or I'm going to beat u up

yn: you know what no I'm not going anywhere you don't scare me well maybe a little but not really

aliyah: (*pushes you in to a car*)

yn:(*gets up*) punches her in the face throw her on the wall and ground and beats her up bad till people from the street get you off

                yn summery

sorry for the rough start but I'm from Baltimore city Im poor no money no family 16 in the middle of Miami Lol sorry work by iggy is my fave song but anyway my bestfriend has been the only one here for me since I was 14 I am now 17 and still no where to go I go to school and everything but I have no income I put in a job application but it never works because I always bug them about it because I don't have a phone I have a boyfriend his name is keon I stay at his house from time to time but yea I still have nobody and don't trust anyone but my bestfriend erin

yn:.(*at Erin's house*) Hey baby

Erin: Hey yn

yn:I came to get a outfit keon is taking me somewhere today

Erin: do you want some of my makeup or nah

yn: (*eyes starts to water*)

Erin: what's wrong yn

yn: u know when mom was here she used to always say yn your to ugly make sure you wear makeup, why can't you just be pretty like your sister emoni

Erin: (*laughs alittle*) yea I'm sorry you don't need it yn 

yn: Erin why do you do this to me all the time you know what I'm taking all my things and going somewhere and when I make it to the top your dumb self will still be struggling in my dirt

Erin: yn I don't care you aren't making it anywhere with those looks

yn: I'm not ugly (*putting your stuff in a huge trash bag*)

Erin: u know what yn your so stup-gco-

yn:save all your trash talk for the dirt I leave u in (*leaves*)

        on the way to keon house

yn: (*starts singing*)

I heard that your settled down that you found a girl and your married now I heard that you dreams came true guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

old friend why you so shy ain't like you to hold back it hide from the lie I hate to come up out of the blue uninvited but I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it I'd hope to see your face and that you be reminded-gco-

                  keons house

yn: (*knock on the door*)

keon: Hey baby

yn:Hey umm can I stay here for atleast 3 days

keon: nooo

yn: I don't have anywhere to stay

keon: we all know and that's why I'm breaking up with you I'm really sorry I'll give u money to stay at a hotel for at least a month but that's all I'm very sorry I'll get the money and drop u off

yn: (*tries to talk but can't*) but ygu csnt di tgis

keon: let's go