I opened up to you,
Even after being so afraid to
love an be loved again,
Turns out you were just like
those other men,
You didn't physically abuse
Me, but mentally you did,
You beat me upside the
Head with negative words,
Made me feel worthless,
pitiful, ugly...,
All the things I didn't
deserve ,
You got some nerve,
How did hurting me make
you feel?,
Like a giant standing over a
Scared, tiny mouse,
You used that weapon of
yours,.....
Your mouth,
You don't deserve my love,
My pure heart,
Your destroying my beautiful
Soul,
Turning me ruthless,
And truth is,
Now you can't handle me,
But you made me like this,
The enemy comes to kill,
Steal, and destroy,
Now I'm hurt and bitter
And you robbed me for my
Happiness, my joy,
I want to break things,
I want to hurt other men,
I want to scream,
I am angry, I am frustrated,
I want to wake from this
Inevitable dream,
I am broken, I am hurt,
I've been deprived of true
Love,
Drifting into,depression I
Need to speak to the man
Above,
I AM A SCORNED WOMAN WHO JUST WANTS TO BE LOVED..... !
