Living With The Boys (BEING EDITED)

Chapter 8

By the time i reached the grave i already had tears streaming down my face. i Cant believe i just told them everything. Now all it will ever be is pity looks.i slowed my pace and shifted back into human form and got into an oversized t-shirt i had found a few miles back.

I walked slowly towards the small headstone the stood out of the small patch of dirt that had my baby buried underneath it. the second i reached it i dropped onto my knees head in my hands tears dropping onto the dirt soaking in.

"Im sorry i failed you! I tried to come see you i really did." the one thing i didnt share with the boys.

FLASHBACK^^

I watched as the pastor placed the small wooden box into the ground. He said a few things about her being too young to leave us. i wasnt listening though, my precious baby was inside a little box in the dirt. She wasnt with me she was with my dad wherever they are.

i watched as he threw a handfull of dirt onto her. i turned and walked swiftly away unable to watch as my little baby was buried. the black dress i was wearing ruffled as i practicaly ran away. I ran back to my mothers house knocking at the door needing her comforting arms around me.

However i recieved a completely different person.

"What the hell do you want you little slut?" she asked with cold eyes looking at my already shrinking belly.

"she is dead mom, my baby is dead you know that i told you yesterday. I know i have been a horrible daughter but please mom i need you now more than i have ever needed you before in my life. Please!" i had dropped to my knees the moment i said my baby is dead and i was now begging my mother for a little love i had been denied since my father died.

I was then replied to with a door being slammed in my face.

i cried on the steps for a full 10 minutes at least before i got up and went deep into my woods. i grabbed a sharp rock from the ground and before i could even process what i was doing i plunged the rock deep into my stomach over and over again needing death to take me from this world.

then as i lay on the ground a boy appeared. He had dirty blonde hair, or more like brown hair with blonde highlights, beautiful turquise like eyes and tan skin. i could tell even in that state that he was a werewolf and he saved me.

i woke up 4 days later in a hospital and the mystery boy was gone.

FLASHBACK OVER^^

"But you tell grandpa i say hi and that i need him right now more than ever. I'm having a hard time accepting everything i've done. I don't know who to trust and my heart is beaking over and over again. I'm sad." i wispered slowly not lifting my head as the words came out almost as fast as my tears.

i cried a while longer before i felt a hand on my shoulder and i jerked away standing up. When i looked up at the guy standing in front of me i was surprised at who it was.

"Oh my god!"

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JUST KIDDING IM NOT GOING TO LEAVE IT AT THAT AFTER SUCH A SHORT CHAPTER COMMENT HERE BEFORE YOU READ ON AND TELL ME WHO YOU THINK IT IS!!!

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"Its you! i have looked everywhere for you since...well...you know." i said standing up next the the mystery boy.

he chuckled a little at my words before speaking."Im sorry i never introduced myself i figured you wouldnt have want edme around to remind of you of such things. My name is Ben by the way." he said holding out his hand which i gladly took.

"Its great to officially meet you im Maggie. Hey, are you apart of the pack?" i asked suddenly curious.

"Of course. im not rouge but i do travel alot for the alpha in fact i was on my way to see him when i saw you."

i smiled a shy smile at that.

"Yeah, its been a hard day but dinnt worry there will be no repats of our last encounter. i really should be heading back if you dont mind walking with me... my wolf isnt really in the mood to shift right now."

"It would be my pleasure" he said taking my hand as we walked back to the house.

when we finally reached it Chase was pacing outside worry etched in his feature, but when he saw us laughing and holding hands it soon turned to anger.

"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON? IS THAT WHAT YOU WERE DOING OUT IN THE WOODS FOR 5 HOURS? WHILE I HAVE BEEN HERE WORRIED SICK!" he was outraged and he had every reason to be the minute we saw him Ben and i droppen our hands and put some space in between us..

I quickly rushed to put my hands on his chest but instead i found myself leaning into him my arms around his waist with my head on his chest. i hadnt realized how much i need the comfort i was needing until i was in his arms.

He quickly wrapped his strong arms around me and i held him tighter needing to be even closer to him. He gave a low growl as someone behind me presumably ben took a step towards us.

"He's an old friend. he helped me once, saved my life in fact... dont growl at him because if it werent for him i wouldnt be here" i said pulling back and looking into his eyes.

He gave smaller growl at that then gave Ben a nod to go inside, so ben instantly did. All the while Chases eyes never left mine.

"I'm sorry about all that has happened to you i promise it will never happen again." He said leaning down a bit.

"I know.. and thank you." i said breaking eye contact to look at the ground.

'For what?"

"Still caring about me even though i have been horrible to you." i spoke through sobs that went through me.

He held me closer and at that moment all i wanted to do was kiss his so i did. i pulled back from the hug and grabbed his face in my hands and placed my lips onto his.

He hesitated for only a moment before kissing back passionetly before pulling away. i looked up at him and im sure i had a small pout on my face.

"You rejected me." he said.

"I know.. but now there is nothing i want more in the world than to be your mate." i said looking deep into his eyes before his lips came crashing onto mine.

SO WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK!?! SHE FINALLY ACCEPTED HIM!! BUT THERE IS STILL MORE TO COME SO...

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