One second in to the day the second I awake up all I think about is you. In the night when I am laying in bed all I think about is you. I think that why all my dreams are of us being together . Something that only would happen in a dream. The thing about Dreams is that you can do anything in them. You can be with anyone in your dreams. I'm really starting to hate them because I hate how all I dream about is you and what we used to be. I hate myself even more because I know that I want that back but I am to scared to admitted but I don't think I have to. I don't have to say something that you and everyone else know already. I know that I shouldn't miss you I know that I shouldn't think of you that way I do, but I do. I also know that you moved on. Everyone tell me to get over it they tell me to just forget you.I really want to but I can't for many reasons.
First because you where the reason I smile everyday the reason I got up in the morning. When I was with you I remember me opening my eyes and not wanting to got to school. Then I just thought I have to go because I need to see you I need to be with you. I told myself that I need to hold your hand will walking to class. Then ones I got there and we where in front of door I need to kiss you. I don't know why that made me happy I can't really explain. All I know was the second I got in the class room when I tuck that first step in the room. I just wanted to get out. I would sit down and hope for the bell to ring. I would look at the time ever second because I wanted to be with you. All I thought about was when I'm going to kiss you and hold your hand again. At first I wouldn't do my work because I was just thinking of you. Then I told myself maybe if I do my work the time will go be fast. So I started to do it. The time did go by fast and I got to be with you faster but we only had 2 minutes. To be together and I know it a little bit but when I was with you it felt like years.........💌
