Me Without You (5SOS Fan Fic)

Chapter 12- Me without you..

*Finn's Point of view* 

I have been dating Ashton for a month now and everything has been all sun shines and rainbows. So I am just waiting for something to happen and mess us up. It will happen nothing good in my life ever stays for very long. Summer is almost over it is time for me to go home. 

Stating at the airport with Ashton is awkward. We hug and say good bye. We only have been dating for a month. So it's to soon to say those magic three words; ' I love you' So instead I pull him close in to my arms and breath in his smell once last time.

"Goodbye." My voice raises so it comes out sounding like a question. 

"Don't say goodbye that sounds to permanent. Say.. See ya later 'cos we will be together again soon." He says with his hands planted tightly around my waste. Ashton stays in LA for one more month.

"See ya later." I say about to walk away. "Who are we kidding Ash?" Oops. there I go fucking it up again. 

"What do you mean?" 

"Us, this bullshit long distance that we think we are going to do. Sure for the first few months it well work out fine and we will talk constantly. But, as time moves on we will talk less and less and you will find an new girl and forget about me. So why not save myself the pain?" We make eye contact for a moment. I can barley see the tears fall down his cheeks. My vision is too blurry from my own tears. 

 Ask me to stay Ash. And I will because I think I am falling in love with you. I waited for him to tell me not to go but, he didn't. So I left. 

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"FINN!!!!!!" My little brother Ricky says attacking me with hugs when I get home. 

"Hey, There little bugger. I missed you." 

"I missed you too." And then I give my mom a hug. She cries when she pulls me close. " I want you to tell me all about your summer. 

"Well that's going to be a very long story." I say with half a smile.

When school starts up again all the days mush together.. people talk about me at school I hear the whispears. 'She's the one that dated Ashton Irwin.' 'She just ed used him for the fame.' 'He only dated her because she is easy.'They think I don't hear them but, sadly, I do.

I miss him.

The good thing about having your ex-boyfriend be a celebrity is you can easily stalk them. He seems to be doing fine with out me. I was stupid for thinking he would ever chase after me. Because who would chose a Daisy in a field of roses. I mean I was lucky to have him for as long as I did.. Look at Macy compared to me. I am nothing. I long for the days of summer again. To be in his arms one last time. 

"Finn, You have a visitor." My mom say knocking on my door. She gives me a devilish grin. 

My heart does a flip in my chest when I see him. 

"Hey." His voice is sweet and soft just like I remembered.

"Hi." I whisper back. 

THE END! I hope you all liked it! Thank you so much for reading!! And If you like my writting stay posted I am going to start a book/short story thing soon so y'all should read that as well. !