why me ?

Amanda Welsh 04-05-1988

August 13th 1987 me and my friends are having such a great time in the sun but my leg hurts & I don't know why? I go tell my mom and she says its fine. She tells me to take some medicine and I do but nothing happens so I come inside for the rest of the day. *2 weeks later* the pains gotten worse... I can't walk and im always sick! My moms not happy and today I've got to go to the hospital but I don't know why? My dads coming as well and he doesn't usealy come with me for things? Were not at the hospital and we get took straight away, my mom and dad aren't allowed in the room with me... I'm scared! *3 months later*  I've been stuck in the hospital for a month now, theirs loads of tubes coming out me... I can't feal my leg and most of my hairs gone now, my mom keeps saying it's going to be alright but im not sure why? My leg doesn't bend anymore intact my leg hasn't moved for weeks now! *5 months later* I've been put in a room with my mommy... And a scary doctor comes in he tells me that I've ..I've got terminal cancer and im going to die... I break down crying but I ask a question ... "How long have I got?" he says 2 weeks , I can't handle this! My moms crying as well... *2 weeks later* my legs been amputated but its still not enough im still dieing! 2 days left of my life, I don't know what to do? I'm 13 years old and what I have I achieved? I'm still a virgin and I've never had a boyfriend? I've not lived my life yet! So I ask myself "why me" "why did god do this to me?" then I realise it was for a reason! God only does stuff for a reason! I know that my last 2 days are gonna be good and that's why I've made a bucket list !
-get a boyfriend
-have a makeover &
-spend my last day with my family
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I don't get my last wish though... I died yesterday and never got to do it. I'm dead, the last thing I done was write my wishes... So I guess your wondering who's writing this? My mom ,my bestie!

                                Amanda Welsh.                  
                                 04-05-1988