The Wolf Who Saved Me

❄chapter 21❄

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Ellies pov

We soon left them to relax and enjoy their time and each one  made their way to their own room

" let's have a baby too " sehun broke the silence once we laid down

I turned to him

"I know you might not be ready yet but , let's try ,jagiya I want a baby too and have a family with you " caressing my head

"I can't " I simply answered

"We don't have to try now , but think about it " he tried to smile

"No sehun I can't " I sat on the bed as he followed

"Look just think OK " he was clearly sad

"I told you I can't , I really can't , I want one too but I can't " I raised my voice in an accident

"You mean....you ...you can't. .." he was shocked

"No I can get pregnant, but I have something else that's stopping me " I felt tears slide

"Shhhhh it's OK , whatever is we can get through It , I'm here OK " he hugged me as I started to sob ,

"Sehun I *sniff * to tell you something *sniff*" I pulled out

"Ok," he smiled at me and I couldn't return it

"I love you no matter what "

"I love you too jagiya, you don't need to be nervous , " as caressing my hand

I took a deep breath

And started to explain everything from the dream to my birthday my missing twin to why lay is here to everything

Once I was don't , his eyes were yellow

"You are joking right ? It's not funny " he growled as it surprised me

"I'm sorry , that's why I have no time " I looked down

"Ellie please ,....I ....I can't lose you , not after I just found you " his voice was shaking

"I'm sorry " there is not much I can say now

"Why ?WHY?  " as he went out in a flash

I got scared that he might do something reckless so I followed him as he went outside

He was in wolf form as started to hit the trees

"Stop stop sehun STOP " I yelled as crying hard , he was hurting himself

"Please STOP , SOMEONE STO-" lay pushed me back as kai and channel were trying to calm him

Which he was having none of it

"Kyungsoo , it's my fault,  he is getting hurt because of me , " I cried hard as he was trying to comfort me

Not long later injected him with something as sehun stopped and fall back and turned to human form

Seulgi handed a blanket to kai who lift him up to our room

"What happened?  Why did he do this ?" Chaneyeol asked once we were in the living room

I glanced at Kyungsoo and he seemed to know the reason

"I told him something and h- he reacted like that " I said as felt more tears

" what did you tell him ? ...you by chance didn't reject him ? Right ? " his words made me glare but I remember when I asked him to reject me ,once before he reacted like the same

"No I didn't " I mumbled

"Chanyeol kai follow me for a second" kyungsoo said not waiting for reply walked out

"Are you OK ?" Lay sat next to me

"No " I shake my head

"Don't worry, I'm sure once he calms down he will understand you , he is just shocked by the way he behaved " he patted my head

"I hope so too , thank you " I tired to smile

The past few days were horrible,  even the Christmas dinner , as no one was in the mood for anything, 

Chanyeol and kai were as angry as sehun on me , especially for not telling them sooner   , and also on their mates since they hide it from them ,

Honestly I do have a small part of me happy of how everyone is thinking about me and they are sad for me , It made me feel even if I die tomorrow, I'll still have someone to cry over me

I tired to talk to sehun couple times as he was giving me the silent treatment,  which hurt me

Baby xiumin came in good time as it was one of the things that helped with Brightling the mood in the house

"What are we going to do now ?" Yonna asked as playing with baby xiumin

"Continue the same way we did before " kyungsoo said

Certainly were in living room , all eyes were eyeing xiumin

"I'm sorry it's my fault that your mates are mad at you " I sincerely apologised

"Imts alright they just need time , beside we knew this would have happened when you told us to hide ? We are in it together " baekhyuns glanced at me before back to xiumin

"By the way have anyone saw Seulgi? I haven't seen her all day " I asked as baekhyun and Yonna grinned ad knowing something me and kyungsoo don't

"She is probably chasing someone " she stated

"Who ?" Both me and kyungsoo asked

"Who is here without a mate or lover ?" Baekhyun raised his eyebrow

"No one , we all ar-" I realised that there is someone

"Yep the very lay " she giggled

"Wow "

No wonder she always was sticking around whenever he was with us , or defending him when others USED to talk  in not great way about him

'Seulgi fight , it won't be easy but I root for you '

I stood up as went to place a kiss on baby xiumin "I'm go on a try again with your uncle " I told him as he giggled not understanding me ,CUTE

I went to his office and knocked on the door , I waited for a reply but didn't hear anything, 

'He should know it's me , so he'll choose to ignore me '

I opened the door and made my way to him as he was doing paperwork not once glancing at me

"Sehun please stop , I'm tired of this silent treatment " no response

"Look I'm sorry for hiding it till now , but even if you knew , there was not much you could have done " silence

He acted as if I was not in the room which broke my heart , he might lose his mate but I'll lose my own life , we are in this together,

Yes now I say together,  it was this way too before but i wanted to enjoy our time without feeling the guilt

"Fine have it your way , I'll just leave you alone permanently" I said maybe he'll talk now

It was not a nice way to make it work but I had no other choice

"I just wish I could do something, as a mate who wants to protect you from anyone and anything I feel useless "he finally spoke before I was out

I turned to him as he buried his hands on his face

"Sehun it's not your fault nor I nor my eomma, it's just how the situation turned out to be " I hugged him

"I don't wanna lose you " he looked up

"I don't want too , lay and kyungsoo will help me , we also have suho and Seulgi, I'm lucky to have 4 powerful witches around me " I tried to convince him and my own self

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