lams depression

Part 1

Alexander's POV

My father left my family to rot. My mother died of an illness. My older brother and I  were sent to live with my cousin...until he killed himself with a noose. My brother and I were separated. I had felt like I had no meaning in this world but I kept going I kept moving and growing and learning to get off this horrible island I called home. So I studied learned how to write. But then my life was gonna take a road trip to hell cause then a hurricane came wrecked everything. So then I write poem and published it to the world and when people noticed me and saw the distress in my poem. They saw potential in me so they donated money to send me to a good school my life was changing before my very own eyes I was going to school but not, just an ordinary school I was going to law school.

John's POV

I was going to law school my family enroled me expecting a lot from me. They want me to marry a very smart woman I wanted to tell them on multiple times that I was gay and didn't like women but they wouldn't listen. My father especially hates the fact that I'm gay he would hit me and say to me every chance he had that 'God hates fags'. every time he says that it would break me my mother has stopped talking to me cause she is so disappointed  I was broken cause people called me a loner cause I had no friends no one wanted to hang out with me not even my siblings besides 2 people Hercules and Lafayette. They were my only friends who actually cared about me. I still wanted to prove my parents wrong that God would love me and that I was a good person and do as much as a straight person. So here I am going to Harvard law school and just about to meet my dorm mate and that person who could be an amazing guy or just fucking awful. But no matter what I was going to do I will be the best so I could prove to be worthy.

-TIME SKIP TO THE DORM-

I was just about to open my door until I heard a voice so I froze in shock but proceeded I opened the door to see a short man with chestnut brown hair in a messy bun and gorgeous eyes and just outright beautiful unpacking a bag. I walk in and walk towards him and say "Hi my names John Laurens, what's your name?" He responded with "My name is Alexander Hamilton, and it is a pleasure to meet you...I should leave you so you could start unpacking but it was a pleasure." He said in a very nice tone. I was just so paranoid so without any thought I asked: "Are you a homophobe?" I immediately reggreted saying shit. He looked at me with me a confused looked and then he spoke wich in my case shocked me cause this person that I barely spent 50 seconds with and only know his name  is going to answer my dumb fucking question He responded with "O-oh I'm no homophobe actually I'm bisexual so yeah...but can I ask why are you asking?" He asked I cowardly said, "C-cause I-I'm gay..."

Alexander's POV

He said to me that he was gay I kinda felt my heart flutter cause he was a tall glass of water and I really just think even though I haven't spent that much time with him I think he has a great personality. I ask him "Hey are you doing anything today cause I want to get to know you more cause you seem like you have a great personality." I say and smile to him I see him get hot steamy and flustered but he collected himself together and said: "I'm not doing anything but maybe we can go to the nearby park and talk that sound good?" He asked I smiled at him and just nodded my head. "Oh, and it's a date." He said walking over to his bed and unpacked his things into a drawer 'D-did I just get a d-date?' I blushed and went back to packing my things red as a tomato.

-TIME SKIP TO THE PARK CAUSE I'M LAZY DON'T JUDGE-
Sry for the shitty art it's mine and I know people can do a lot better but thx for reading