Dangerous Together: >A Darling in the Franxx x Male Reader fan-fic<

《Chapter 000: Y/N Kamikazu》

Hopeless,

That is what they see in me. Just a young (hair color) kid that in over his head. A kid that time and time again has failed every simulation. Lucky number 5, Lucky number 8, Lucky number 15?

Computer: Simulation Terminated. Simulation Terminated. Simulat-

Y/ n : No...No please give me another chance! We just need to try a different stra-!

???: Y/ n it's over....you failed.

I guess you could run out of lucky numbers after 7. But 16 what I thought to believe would be the luckiest number became my last number the most unluckiest number of them all. How ironic my own age is not only the same amount of simulations I ran but the same amount I failed.

"He's Hopeless I tell you! Hopeless! I don't know who saw what inside of him but it's easy to say Y/ n Kamikazu will never pilot a Franxx ever as long as he live!"

"Now now there still mig-"

"No you don't get it! Sixteen simulations. Four different partners. The boy is done! (Can't even pilot to save his own life)"

It was at that moment my eyes where truly opened that I wasn't ment to be a pilot. While everyone is out celebrating I come here. To this place...this fake environment to hide the horrible truth of the real one being this dome among the pile of rocks. As I said earlier this fake environment had the simple cool misty air the comforting green grass and this bird that reflects me.

Y/ n Kamikazu the bird that can't fly. Without a partner that is to support him. Their names Shanon, Brix, Jess,....Alice. All where willing to give me that chance to pilot with them and I just blew it!

After seeing that I failed yet another simulation everyone just stopped talking to me and bettered their relationships as I grew more and more distant till I just didn't exist.

I look at myself in the reflection from the glass and see not my face but the face of failure and rejection from my piers. My (eye color) eyes where now a dim violet. Like it should matter anyways. That is when I heard a thud. I quickly turn to find a bird lying on the ground bloody could barely fly.

Y/n : your just like me...can't fly even if we could...But they hate us so they would just leave us there. Leave us to die a slow and painful death.

The bird shoots itself back up and tries to flap it's good wing to get its self off the ground. Frantically trying to push itself but getting no result.

Y/n: Hey! Come back!

I shout as I began to chase after the injured bird. I don't know why I'm chasing it but it might have something to do with the way I was comparing my dying feathery counterpart. My (fav/color) hoodie started to blend in with the coming fog. I narrow my eyes in order to find the bird I was desperately trying to chase but only to loose it to the fog. I then let out a sigh and try to find my way back to the dorms.

After minutes of blindly going through the fog and feeling more and more lost. I come upon a small clearing. It was a pond, rather large pond so for say. I look around seeing that there was not a single soul near by. I just sit down on a branch and began to remove my hoodie, shoes, and jeans leaving me with a white t-shirt and shorts.

I walk into the water feeling it's cold beneath my feet. I squrm at first feeling the cold but a few seconds later I've gotten used to it and headed towards deeper waters.