Memories

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Jungkook really had no idea why he'd started abusing (Y/N). She was practically perfect in each and every way to him. Besides his hyungs, she had always been there for him ever since he had lost his parents; that one source of light that would guide the way for him. 

Jungkook's P.O.V.

"(Y/N)..." I weeped uncontrollably, shaking intensely as I held my former lover's body up close. "(Y/N) I'm sorry!" I screamed, releasing more tears. 

Flashback 

"Jungkook...Do you love me?" (Y/N) rose up from the bed and walked up closer to me.

"Yes I do, (Y/N).."

"Is it not obvious that I don't?" I ran my hand through my hair as I sighed. 

"What the hell was I thinking?!"

"Why don't you love me?" She teared up as she stared into my cold eyes. 

"You're annoying..."

"You're perfect.."

She then gripped the collar of my jacket and shook me around. "That's not a valid answer, Kookie! What did I do so wrong?! Why are you purposely hurting me like this?! Do I not take care of you?! Do I not love you enou-" She was cut off by me yanking her off my collar and pushing her onto our bed and crawling onto her.

"Don't you *punch* ever *punch* try and *punch* raise your *punch* voice at me *punch* again you *punch* dumb bitch!" I yelled venomly as I replaced my hands on her neck, squeezing it tightly. "You're so fucking annoying I swear! Just die! Nothing would make me happier! You're just a mistake...a waste of air!" 

"That's a lie, (Y/N). How could someone like you be a waste of air? You're the reason that I carried on with my life.." 

"I hope that you're happy. I made your dream a reality!" 

End of Flashback 

"This isn't what I wanted! Come back.." I started to pant heavily as I felt my heart break even more. "I'll treat you better! I won't see Tzuyu anymore either!.."

Flashback (A date at the Kpop Cafe a week before their 1 year)

"Kookie, guess what?"

"What?.." I answered her with an annoyed tone as I rested my chin upon my hand.

"I'll be joining the Big Hit Entertainment as a trainee!"

"Good for you!" I replied sarcastically as I eyed the petite feminine figure standing behind (Y/N).

'She's pretty cute..' I thought 

"Mhm! I also made us couple T-shirts online! They'll be here in a few days..so that we can wear them for our anniversary!" 

"Yeah, okay.." I finally got the attention of beautiful brunette and winked at her seductively as I bit the right corner of my bottom lip.

"Kookie?.." (Y/N) eyed my face before looking at the other female behind her, who was also making seductive faces towards me. Looking at us both continuously, she teared up and got up from her chair, getting ready to make a dash towards the exit before I grabbed her arm, stopping her.

"Wait for me.." I pulled out my wallet and put out a few dollars before walking towards the exit. I looked back at the beauty before I exited, giving her another seductive wink. (Y/N) just stared down at the ground, so she didn't notice at all.

End of Flashback 

'Ever since that day, Tzuyu and I had an intimate relationship with each other and every time I came home, (Y/N) would always be up waiting for me. I was just more attracted to Tzuyu, and would get really annoyed when (Y/N) was affectionate.' I thought as I scooted closer to the bathroom wall with the lifeless body and started banging my head on the wall. 

"You idiot.."

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Word Count: 620
Poor Kookie ;-; Should've done right the first time!

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