Divergent High

Chapter 17

Please Read Authors note at the end!!! *** may be triggering!!*****

Tris' pov

OMG. He cheated on me. That little bastard. I'm going (and will not hesitate to) kill him. I am done with his bull shit. I am completely frozen When Lynn shows me the picture. And you know what I do next?! I run. I get my ass out of there before anybody sees me cry. I run and run all the way home. I unlock the front door and lock it after I slip in. No one is home. I can't believe I'm going to do this. I have been clean for three years and I'm going to let all of it spiral down the drain. I trudge up the steps and into the bathroom. I open the medicine cabinet and pull out my true friend that has been there with me since I was twelve. My blade. I slide it across my wrist leaving straight lines that are being drained of blood. I smile wirily. I hope this is what you wanted four. After slicing my skin on my thighs, stomach,hips, wrist,forearm, and calves. So basically everywhere. I sat here and carved into my skin for over an hour. After that I wipe off all the blood, put away my blade and then to make it hurt worst, I pour alcohol all over it. I then go downstairs and decide to get drunk. I pull out a big bottle of vodka and literally just chug it down. I'm pretty sure I'm already drunk but oh well. Then I grab a bottle of wine and chug it down. Now for the six pack of Bud light in the fridge. I open the fridge and chug them all down. Now I know I'm drunk. I throw away all the bottles and stumble up the stairs to my bedroom. I lay down on my bed and try to fall asleep figuring it's daylight out but most drunk people can fall asleep easily but I can't. I guess the 5-hour energies I had earlier today are clashing with the alcohol. I soon get a phone call, from who? I don't know. I answer the phone.

Fours pov:

I decide to call tris. She hasn't tried to call me today so I'll try

Her.

Ring ring ring!!

Tris: Hello? (she's slurring through the convo)

4: Tris! Are you drunk!?!

Tris: Oh Great! Number boy. Who cheated on me! you're a damn bastard leave me the hell alone!

4: What the-

She cuts me off by ending the call. What the hell is she talking about?! I hope she's ok.

Tris' pov:

OMG! a The bastard had the nerve to call me! Ugh I hate him! How dare he do this to me! Oh look! the suns going down! Yayyy! time to sleep! hopefully I won't wake up. As I snuggle up to my body pillow, I sting everywhere from my cuts and my head is all blurry. Damn I'll have a terrible hangover tomorrow! I am laying in bed, really tired and then I hear the front door open and hear Caleb coming in. Uh I wanna be alone!! Then I hear him shut his door. I began to cry to myself. Why! why am I the one who's cheated on! some people would say I'm making a mountain out of a mole but I'm sorry I'm so upset! I'm sorry I don't wanna relive my past! I'm sorry that what I thought was a perfect boyfriend ended up being a shitty one! I'm sorry I want to die! I silently cry and clutch at my stinging stomach. I am so Tired of living in this hell of a world! I slowly cry myself to sleep.

A:/N: Ok so I'm sorry I haven posted in a while! omg I can't believe I have 32k Reads! like omg I never expected that from my first fanfiction it's just... wow! You guys are the best!! My goal for this chapter is 50 votes, that would mean the world to me! and about the whole cutting scene, I'm sorry if this offended you, I am not gonna lie I have cut so If you have any questions or need someone to talk to just kik me at Rebeccaherta. Also so sorry if triggering. also follow my account @_thedivergentgames__ on Instagram.