The Way I Loved You (zayn malik and nathan sykes) not edited!!

the way i loved you (nathan sykes fanfic)

i have been crushing on nathan sykes sinve the day i meet him i really like him but it really hurts to think that he left to tour and that he has a girl friend it really hurt  , but when i want to earse the thought of him having i girl friend i remeber the last day he left before going on tour this day brings the smile back on my face

* 1 year ago *

mary wake up , said nathan

nathan let me sleep , said mary

come on it's my last day and i want to spend it with you , said nathan

ok ok i'm up , said mary

get dressed couz were going to some where special , said nathan

ok you can just go out nath , said mary

ok love i will wait down stairs , saID  nath

* after 15 min*

nath i'm ready , mar said

let's go then , said nath

there was silence in the car but it was comfortable then

nath where are we going , i said

we are going some where u love , said nath

when we arrivedi noticed it was the park it was a picnik but there was only me and him  so was it considered a date ?

we had lots of fun then when it was time to leave i found nathan leaning toward me then are lip touched i felt butterflies in my stomach we were like this for like 5 min then nathan broke the kiss he told me he was sorry and than he has to leave and that this kiss was a mistake and agian that he must leave i'm not gunna lie nut the hurt me it still hurts when i think of it my own little fariy tale didn't happen

end of the flashback

mary nathan is coming back at night and he would like to meet you, nath's mum shouted to me from down stairs

of i almost forgot to tell you me and nath used to live next door which means we are the house next to them

no misses sykes i don't want to see him he never called or even texted he forgot about me i want to forget him i would like to erase him from my mind if only i knew how but he is stuck up there and you know why i always remember him couz we used to be good friend and becouse i'm better then him , mary said while she stormed out and left the house

mary's pov

now he finally wants to see me does he think i'm a doll he calls me when he wants and he texts me when he wants and he sees me when he wants im fed up from this i really need to hate him but how can i hate him when my world revolves around him he is everything i need and he is everything i see and besides i like his music , all i need for now is to run away he can never be the right person i mean he is a19 year old singer and i'm just an 17 year old model i'm nothing he has millions of girls beside that he has a GIRLFRIEND tiers escape my eyes i want to go home i want to run away i want to love someone else i want to be loved , but how can i when nath is taking my mind away from me , how come he forgot his promises that he will never leave me crying alone and that he will alwats protect me from everyhing he left and never looked back and that an enough reason for why i should do the same

end of m's pov

nath's mum pov

mary could you come down for a sec , i said i had nathan with me right now but i was scared of her reaction she left the house when she heard about nathan what should she do right now

ofcourse one sec please

end of pov

m's pov

i don't know what she wants but all i know is that i don't want to see nathan i need to forget about him i must erase him from my thoughts

when i went down i found nathan sitting on our couch i felt tears fall out of my eyes when when when i saw his girlfriend he was kissing her oh god they are still a couple i ran toward nathan as if it was tears of happines and i shouted nathan while i was running so he will look at me at leave her i felt so much pain like a dagger in my heart words can never say how i fell

end of mary's pov

nath's pov

mary grow up so fast i remember when i left she was sixteen she was so cute but now she is hot or sexy or what ever they call it when i kissed lilly i felt pain how i wish it was mary how i hate my self for this mary must be in pain but not as much as i am but i can't tell you how much happy i am right now i felt like a piece of my heart is back i wish i could stay like that forever

end of nathan's pov