CHAPTER 1 ...
I dont think I can go through another tragic event in my life. First my dad leaves the family for a prissy white bitch, my grandma Rosa dies of sickle cell, my little sister Naya is diagnosed with cancer, and my mom is on drugs. Sometimes i wish i can excape the shithole of a life i have, but i cant leave Naya hanging by herself with mom...she can barely take care of herself.
But once again; theres always something bad happening to me. It seems as though the Lord doesn't love me. Today at school Rayna and her sidekicks thought it would be so funny to throw pizza sauce in my hair! I hate them, especially Ashley. She's like their ruler or something they do whatever she says. One day i will have enough of their bullshit! One day I would be the one rulling!
I dont even want to start about my school! It's the most dusgusting piece of shit ive ever seemed to step foot in, and i have a home. Jackson Jones Junior Highschool is where i attend; its a charter school so Naya goes there to, she's in the 5th grade. As for me , being a senior sucks. Its the first day of school and already im a walking punching bag. I livee through it though, but i dont know how much long i can take it. If only my grandma Rosa was here; she would make me feel so safe. As for my deadbeat dad and drug use of a mother, it seems theres no hope in this world for me & Naya.
Naya doesnt talk very much ever since grandma died. I try to keep herin her room a lot because of my mother. I dont want Naya to see her and i dont want her to see Naya. Mother often tries to communicate with Naya, but Naya never responds. Only sound that comes out Naya's mouth is a weep when mother smacks her across her face for not speaking. She's a bitch for that, She knows Naya will call child protection services!
Home Sweet Home!! Yeah right. I walk through the house, head down , trying not to even look at Mothers face, her crack face ofcourse. Smelling smoke and burnt food rome through the house i grab Naya's hand and quickly walk past the tv to get to our room. Yeah OUR ROOM. We live in a trailor because the crackhead mom of mine spent all of the money on drugs. i think thats why my father left us. He realized mother was actually insane and needed help. But i cannot even daree to speak to her about help, i honestly dont want my face rearranged.
Its 6:56 , im hungry, Naya's hungry. In the fridge is nothing but 2week old balony and sour milk. Im not eating that shit. Naya has cancer so i try hard to keep her healthy. She has 12 more months before she kicks the bucket. My neighboor Mr.Peterson has food for years at his house. He keeps me and Naya fed for weeks. But the things i do for his food might get me an STD Or even worse. Im doing this for my sister, and for me.
CHAPTER 2.....
6:56 , time for me and Naya to head to school. Its raining cats and dogs outside. We have no umbrellas or even clothes for that matter. I really dont want to walk to school in the rain with Naya being sick and all. I dont really have any other choice so here i go. "Umm, mom?" Naomi chattered nervously.
"Why the hell are you kids still here? Aren't you supposed to be in school? Naomi what ever stunt your trying to pull you better cut it out before you go to school with a rearranged face!"
Mom what the fucks your problem? its raining really hard outside and i dont think its a great idea to take Naya out in the weather so can you please put the pipes down and take us to school?
I know it sounded good, but thats what i really wanted to say to her. I dont think i would ever play games with a crackhead.
"Its raining really bad outside, so could you maybe take us to school?" said Naomi
"Oh sure hunny, and ill take you to the mall and the movies and the nail salon." mother said sarcastically.
I just stared in her face real long and hard to see if she would come to her senses and do whats right. Ofcourse she didnt . Its storming pretty bad outside, so i just took Naya upstairs and we both took a long nap.
6 hours Later ....
I wake up from my nap, walking down the short hallway I see 3 cops in the living room. I try not to make any noise while i go and get Naya. Before i can even go to get her i see her already in the front room sitting in the chair TALKING to the cops. Its been 2 years since she said a word, im so proud.
The cop then turned my direction pointing at me. I think Naya was telling them about me. Here they come.
"Hey there Naomi" , the cop said, "we know the story with your mom, your dad, & the neighboor. Mr.Peterson will have 16 years in prison, your mom will have 4 years of prison, and your dad will have 2 years of prison. Naya and Naomi im sorry to tell you this, but your parents are putting you up for adoption. They dont want you anymore."
I sit down on the crusty floor pouring out my eyes. My parents dont want us. I cant believe this. Naya has cancer, what the hell are we going to do. She needs treatment! We have no money.
I wake up in a huge room with an actual bed, tv, and dresser. I stink, i really do. Then Naya jumps in my bed of excitment.
"Naomi this place is great! We are in the foster care facility and their treating me great! I just finished eating breakfast and taking a bath. Get your butt up!" said Naya
Im so relieved Naya is okay. She is finally breathing and living life as we kno it.
I see doctors in the hallway mumbling and staring at me. What are they discussing? Here they come.
"Naomi, nice to see you up. We need you to get up and pee in this cup, we know your sister had Lukimia Cancer, we need to check you now. So go take care of that and see me in a bit." said Dr.Green.
I go in to the bathroom to pee in the cup, praying and hoping i dont have cancer. I walk out the bathroom handing Dr.Green the pee cup.
"Great now go and take a bath, or shower. Your results will be in then." Dr.Green remarked.
Wow this water feels good! Not even good, great. At the trailor part we didnt even have hot water. I need clothes, clean clothes. I wonder what they fid to the trailor is all of our things still there? If so i dont want any of it. It can burn in hell with my mother & father.
45 Minutes Later ...
Ive been in there for a while, forgetting i didnt have clothes on. Oh wait nevermind, i take it that this tank top and pajama pants are mine. Naya's wearing the same thing.
"Naomi sweetie can we talk to you about your results?" Dr.Green said frustratedly.
I sat and talked to Dr.Green about my results. Thank the lord i dont have cancer. But theres something i do have and im more scared than anything. This is big.
2 Weeks Passed in foster care ...
"Naomi , Naya we have great news! We have found you a new home. Its located in California. You will have a lovely married couple, a big dog for Naya, and 2 other siblings. The family already knows your situations, so Naya will be treated at a cancer center, and everything will work out great." said Dr.Green
Im so happy for me and Naya. Fresh new start. Im so happy to be getting out of Philidelphia. Dr.Green said we wil be leaving tomorow so, i guess i take a rest.
Chapter 3 ......
