Alpha Xander

Chapter Six

I spend the whole day on the bed curled up and crying. I didn't even know why i was crying this much but the tears kept coming.

Xander didn't show his face since the morning. He didn't even come back home. My wolf was getting anxious now.

'Something's wrong, i can feel it' My wolf said.

I just ignored her. It was midnight when i heard a door open and slammed shut. I got up from bed. I wanted to tell him how sorry i am for my behaviour. Yes i was being childish, but he also can't just treat me like this. I am his mate he should respect me too. He may be the Alpha but i am her mate.

I went downstairs in a hurry. I heard movement near the door i went there but then i saw something that had my heart crushing in thousand pieces.

Xander's POV:

         After slamming the door behing me i went to the training fields and put all my anger there.

She was being childish! She is going to be a Luna she should learn some manners. I am the most powerful Alpha in the world, no one talks to me like that. No one can!

'She's our mate!' My wolf snapped at me. Maybe he is right but still. I don't like someone disrespecting me. Maybe i should try and get used to this? She seems stubborn. I grew more angry at myself at that. No! I won't change myself, she should get used to it!

After training i went to a pack meeting. Damn the rogues! I will kill every rogue in this world and only then it would be peaceful. I won't stop till then. After meeting my one of the best warrior AJ asked if i wanted to go to the bar with him. I immediately said yes cause definitely i needed a  drink today. He raised his eyebrow at my behaviour but didn't question it.

Entering the bar i instantly sat on the the bar stool and ordered vodka. After drinking till i felt numb, i felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see the pack slut Olivia standing there. She was wearing a very revealing dress showing her big fake boobs.

I see through her shoulder to see AJ wiggling his eyebrows at me. I just rolled my eyes knowing he sent her to me.

"You look stressed. Maybe i can help you with it" She purred inbny ear while dragging her hand where my zipper is.

She leaned in and slammed her lips on mine. Memories of what happened today in the bedroom with my mate came to my mind and i kissed her back thinking about Amelia.

One thing led to another and now i'm standing in front of my house dragging my feets and opening the door, all the while Olivia kissing my neck and jawline. I opened the door and shut it behind us. I immediately pressed her on the door and kissed her neck while taking of her dress. She was now left in the black lace panties and bra. She tugged at my shirt and i removed it. I put my hands on her thighs and lift her up so ah was straddling me.

Just as i was about to take her bra off i heard a gasp and turned to glare at the intruder but when i did, i was pushed back into reality.

I instantly pushed Olivia and she fell with a thumb. She shrieked but all my attention was to my beautiful mate who had tears strained face and bags under her eyes. With teary eyes, she composed herself and smiled at me. Then she ran to the room but stood there frozen thinking how will i make this right now.

I just fucked everything up.

I asked my wolf about any solution.

'HER WOLF BLOCKED ME OUT YOU DICKHEAD!' He replied at blocked me. I tried linking him but he was no where.

I looked back at Olivia and grabbed her arm. I opened the door and throw her out not listening to anything she was saying.

I slammed the door shut and ran upstairs. I tried opening the door but it was locked. I heard shuffling inside.

"Amelia? Listen! Open the door. Its not what it looks like ok?"

I got no reply. I tried opening the door with so much force that the handle broke. I cursed under the breath. I tried listening again but i heard nothing.

"Amelia" i barely whispered. Then i lost it and broke the door. I entered the room and searched for her. I found nothing.

"Amelia? Baby where are you?" My eyes welling up with tears but i controlled it.

I opened the bathroom door and it was empty.

I came back to the bedroom and saw the window open and then it came to me.

She left.

I was left alone again. First my mother. Then my father. Now her. My own mate. Tears fell from my eyes and i let them.

My wolf howled and i roared so loud i'm sure everyone took the sign.

My warriors howler in return and i saw them gather in front of my house as i saw them through the window.

They were shocked to see me like this as i never cried after my parents. They knew it was bad. There head hung low and they showed their neck, a sign of submission.

I went downstair oustide the house and stood in front of them.

"We have a problem. I want all of my warrior to search the pack right this instant. Our Luna left" My voice cracked a little and some of them whimpered.

"But she will be back, She has to. Go search for her. If you have to go to hell ot heaven to search for her, don't hesitate. I want her back till the morning or you are considered rogues." I yelled and left knowing i will have her in my arms back.

She is mine. She will come back. She has to whether she likes or not she is mine i am hers and only hers. I will beg for her forgiveness if i have to but i won't let my mate go.

I won't ever let her go.