Why Her?

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Pink was wonderful.
Even if Yellow thought she was a mistake.
I thought she was perfect.
She had spirit and a hungry mind.

She loved life and she looked up to Yellow.
Sure she acted a bit bratty at times but it was in her nature. 
I took her with me practically everywhere.
I wanted to show her everything and everyone.
One day I took her to earth and she immediately became enamored with it.
It was a unclaimed planet so I let her have it.
Soon I got her something I knew she'd always wanted.
Her own Palaquin.
She was so greatful and happy that I'd done this for her.
She was so happy she kissed me.
She immediately tried to apologize and try to make up a excuse but I soon fused to her size and kissed her back.
That was the start of our relationship.
It was torture being apart but we had to continue our duties. 
So no one would suspect anything.
I was on my planet of Neptune when I got news that a war had broken out on Earth.
I sent some of my own troops to help my beloved.
I soon went down to give her some support.
She loved that I did so.
We cherished our time together.
Soon though I had to leave since white diamond required my assistance.
I should've denied her.
I should've stayed with my beloved longer.
Maybe if I stayed she wouldn't of been killed by the rebels.
My pink.
She died alone on a planet that I'd given her.
She died and I wasn't there to protect her!
I failed her!
I failed the only one that I ever loved!
I didn't deserve to be a diamond!
I missed her.
I cry every night.
Our memories keep dancing in my mind.
I see her sometimes when I look in the mirror.
I get so excited but then I realize she's gone and I cry again.
Sometimes I think I hear her.
Yet I know she's gone and she's never coming back.
I cry rivers upon rivers of tears everyday.
Pink is always in my mind.
Her voice.
Her laugh.
Her smile.
Her teasing.
Her love.
I carry it with me in my heart.

"Why do you keep doing this to yourself?" Yellow asks me yet again.
"Let me grieve." I said.

"You can't keep coming here forever."

I looked away feeling distraught.

"Pearl sing to her. Make her feel better." She said.

Yet no amount of singing could take this pain away.

She wanted to destroy anything related to Pink yet I couldn't. It was all that I had left.

Soon we came face-face with Pink's murderer.

I  wanted them to hurt as much as I did. Yet I wanted to hear their opinion. I wanted to know why.

A sword killed my love.

Rose Quartz's attorney brought up a lot of good points.

She made me realize something and become suspicious of Yellow who looked nervous.

She started yelling and freaking out.

After the trial and Rose escaping I locked myself in my ward.

Too lost in my thoughts.

My sadness dulled and now it was filled with suspicion.

Who really killed my love?

Why her?