More Than Survive (Creek)

More Than Survive

craig's pov

I sit at my computer waiting for my gay porn to load. Yeah, I'm gay, it's whatever. Nobody knows besides me and my best friend, Tweek.

My internet must be down, I check the time; if this doesn't load faster I'm going to have to spend the entire school day with a hard-on, which isn't cute. I give up and just exit the tab, guess I'm just going to have to deal with being uncomfortable.

I get up from my chair after shutting off my laptop, then I shuffle into the bathroom with my clothes ready to go. I hop into the shower and hear the door open and close; making me jump. I open the shower curtain, "DAD!"

"What? Oh, come on we're both men." My dad was a taller guy, with ginger hair. Ever since my mom divorced him and took my sister, Tricia, with her, he hasn't been the same. He never wears pants and he just doesn't care about my privacy at all.

I roll my eyes and pull a towel over my torso, "Can you just get out so I can get dressed?" I ask.

"Whatever you say, Craig." My dad walks out of the bathroom shutting the door behind him. I pull on a white shirt and black jeans, then my usual blue jacket. I go to my backpack and cram the homework from last night into it. Then I look at the note that I had scribbled out last night; maybe at 2 am. It was a note expressing my feelings for Stan Marsh, a kid at my school who I really like.

This would be nice to give to him; I'm bad at talking and a note could express my feeling.

But at the same time, I'm not ready for rejection just yet. I rip up the note and throw it into the toilet flushing it, then I grab my backpack and head outside.

I have the choice of either walking or taking the bus. I start thinking about the options: If I take the bus, I'll have to deal with everyone else. But on the other hand, walking will make me stink. Then I see the bus fly pass my house, well now I have no choice but to walk.

I start to head towards the school, arriving just in time for the first period. I hear Clyde Donovan, an out football player talking to his boyfriend, Kenny, about some kind of porn they watched. Their relationship is one of the strangest ones.

From what I know, they bonded over what kind of sex positions they like, and since then, they can't get off each other. Always kissing in the hallways or in the back of the classrooms; holding hands everywhere. They're a really extra couple, but they're also the two most popular guys in our year.

I watched Kenny swipe Clyde's dark brown hair out of his face to kiss his forehead. "What are you staring at nerd?" Clyde glanced at me, making my head turn back to the front. I do not want to piss him or Kenny off.

The period finishes, and after a few more classes after that, it's finally lunch time. I walk down the hall and towards the lunch room; opening the doors. I grab a tray of food and go to an empty table; taking a seat. I look around until I see my best friend as stated earlier, Tweek, walk over to my table and sit down. I smile at him, "Hi!"

He was humming along to a song, "Hi Craig." He smiles at me, bopping his head to the beat playing through his earbuds.

Tweek sat down a plate of sushi and a cup of coffee, a usual for him. "I didn't have coffee this morning so I got a large instead of a medium."

He had to have coffee like at least 5 times a day, I never see this boy without a cup. He loves that shit like its water, it's a terrible addiction that's been happening since we were kids, and it's totally stunted his growth. He should be a bit taller than he is, but he's just really short.

"Do you want to come over to mine or yours after school?" Tweek asks.

I think about it, "Probably mine, I have a new zombie game we can play."

Tweek smiles at that, taking a swig of his coffee. Sometimes I wish, there would be more than this. Not that there's a problem with Tweek; he's my favourite person in the entire universe, but, I just want more.