We Found Love - Larry & Ziall <3

Chapter 9 - Cannot Contain My Emotions

Authors Note:

Sorry I didnt write all weekend i was busy and had writers block and then when I decided to write wattpad decided to be down again so i couldnt but yah. I was in the middle of writing the chapter and my mom was like oh we r going hiking now so i couldnt finish it tell now but yah. srrry, love you all

~ Vanessa

Chapter 9:

Zayns POV: 

Our week at Harrys Bungalo has come and gone none and we have just arrived back at the X - Factor Studio. I had a truly great time getting to know all of the boys and we have all become the best of friends. I know its hard to believe seeing as we have only known each other for a week but its true. I sort of think it was fate for all of us to meet. We are perfect for each other. And when we sing together its so....its just complete and solid. A lot of...interesting....stuff has happened this past week. We learned that Louis was gay and it was really weird because all of us were happy for him but harry seemed mad or something. But then when Liam went to check on him, he was with Louis and they are dating now. I am really happy for both of them, they are adorable together. As for me, I have come out of my shyness a bit and gotten to know the boys really well but something just doesnt seem right.

Niall.

I think I am falling for him and I dont know what to do. I want to tell him more than anything but I know that I cant. I know he would never like a guy like me. I am not normal, I have way to many flaws and I am about as far from perfect as I possibly could be. And to top it all off I think that I am gay. Or bi? Ugh. I just dont know what to do anymore. Its like he doesnt even see me. Well, i guess he does seeing as we have all become such great friends but thats all he sees me as. He would never be able to see him the way that I see him.

Have I really become this person? Who sits around ad zones out in thought of some other guy? I jumped and fell of my bed in the Contestants House because my phone buzzed in my pocket. I pulled it out and looked at it.

One New Message.

'Hey Nialler, got bored ): decided to come visit you in your room. - Zayn'

Oh Shit! He is coming over to my room. Why? Oh. Right. Bored. Ugh. What am I going to do. Dont stare is all I can tell muself. 

'Okai Zaynie! When will you be over? - NIall'

I replied reluctantly and then sat back down on my bed and waited for a response.

'erm, pretty soon i think. in a few minutes or so. SO. YA that would be now (: xx'

I laughed as I read the text and then got up to answer the knocking on my door. When I opened the door an overly excited looking Zayn He walked in and jumped onto my bed and turned the tv on. U chuckled and sat beside him. I didn't really say anything and neither did he. We just sat together in silence. I am so confused at everything that has been going on lately. I think. I think that I am in love with Zayn! 

"Wh - What?"

My head snapped up. I couldnt have said that out loud. I looked back at my hands and just stayed silent.

"N - N - Nialler? Did you just say th - that y - your in love with me?"

I didnt say anything I just slightly nodded and looked out towards the window. I felt a tear roll down my cheek. And then another and another until I was bauling ont eh spot. Shaking. I pulled my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around my legs. I closed my eyes and tried to contain my emotions but I just couldn't anymore. I was broken and I couldnt do anything about it. I felt a hand lift my face up but I ust kept my eyes closed. I couldnt look at Zayn. Not after what I said. Suddently I felt somebodys lips crash against mine and I opened my eyes to see that it was Zayn. I was in shock as I pulled him closer to me and deeped the kiss to the point of it being a really heated mess. 

Authors Note:

Ugh POOP! the first part of niallers pov made me really sad when I was writing it but i guess it gets better ;) o la la. What do you guys think is gonna happen with the beloved ZIALL!!!???

~ Vanessa