Is loving me that hard? ; jjk

just ranting out my feelings :-)

I just decided to like spill out my feelings. Idk. I just feel like at times, every human gets tired of life after awhile. At times, I just feel like, I'm not needed in this world anymore? Like, I see no point anymore, yes I do have friends to spill out my issues to, but at the end of the day, I learnt something. " Not everyone's gonna understand you, unless they're faced it. " letting go can be easy just by using words, but honestly, how many people know how hard it is to let go? I can say a thousand times, I wanna let go, but deep down, how many people can do that? How many courage must we muster up before we let go? This is one of the reason why I haven't been updating, I found 0 motivation to do it, because I've been bottling up alot of shit and like even if i rant it out to someone, I couldn't rant out 100% feelings, I can only rant out atmost 80%, remaining 20% is something people must face it before they understand it. Just wanna tell yall, everyone is fighting a battle you never knew, even if you knew, you might find it easy but to us, its not. So whatever it is, always be nice to everyone. We're trying our best to survive in this judgemental society as well.

okay enough of me ranting. I'll be back writing soon okay.