I'm standing on top of the skyscraper.
I'm looking down at people.
People are yelling something which I can't hear.
They're too far away.
And I'm too far away in every way.
I'm too far away from my happiness.
I'm too far away from better grades.
I'm too far away from having a good family.
I'm too far away from future.
I'm too far away from it all.
I've given up inside.
It's like my body lives, but I don't.
All I'm thinking of is killing myself.
If I kill myself, I won't have to deal with this anymore.
It's better this way.
I don't get why people say: "Don't kill yourself please. Everyone cares about you."
Yeah, well, people are fucking fake human beings.
They show fake emotions.
They're full fake.
People don't give a shit about anyone, except themselves.
It's sad, but it's true. That's why I've decided to make this decision.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath.
I jump into the infinity.
Screams are getting louder and louder.
Oh, that's why they were yelling.
