I took a puff of the blunt, inhaled...... exhaled........inhaled........ exhaled.
I opened my eyes and looked up at the ceiling. That was the first. Time in years that I actually cried or yelled. It felt good to get that out, but it still feels like it isn't over. Nate and I never had closure. Is that what I want? No, at least I don't think so.
Tiffany- Party tonight, wanna come?
Me- Will there be bud?
Tiffany- Bud, man and food oh and drinks
Me- Hell yeah!
Tiffany- lol pick you up at 8
Me- okay
I got up to get dressed. I needed to clear my head, maybe some weed and sex would help. It usually does take my mind off it for awhile.
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"You look like a Barbie doll." Tiffany said laughing. I spun around showing off"Marry me."
I laughed and got in the car.
The party was lit! Bottles were flowing, hot guys every corner you turn and bud was extra good tonight! I was enjoying myself, dancing on some guy when I looked up and saw Nate. We locked eyes at the same time, he started walking my way causing me to roll my eyes.
"Please do not blow my high tonight." I said as I walked away from the guy who I was dancing with.
"When did you start smoking?" He raised his eyebrows"And drinking? And dancing on random guys.... ready?"
I giggled"Your once good innocent girl doesn't exist anymore." I began to walk to get some more liquor.
"What happened to you when I left?" He asks following behind.
"Nate I really don't want to talk about the past, I'm over it."
"You can't be over your past that fast." He put both his hands on the counter top, I leaned against it. We were face to face.
"Well I did. Now would you get out my way." I shoved Nate out my face.
He backed up and threw his hands up in surrender. Good.
"Wanna dance?" The guy I danced with asked
I looked back at Nate, he was watching me. "I got a better idea." I grabbed his hand and pulled him upstairs.
