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First day of school

Hi mom and dad this is from Noah I wrote this to tell you why I committed suicide.If anyone else is  reading this it means my parents gave it to other people. Anyone who finishes this is probably gonna say my life wasn't even that bad.Well it really wasn't  I just couldn't handle it anymore. It all started on the first day of school.The second that I got my schedule I went to my first class then put my stuff down so I could go to the bathroom.When I got to the bathroom and I see this guy named Josh but I didn't know him at the time. He was vaping and of course I didn't say or do anything because you never say or do anything to someone who is vaping. Then this is where my life started to go downhill.

He said to me "You look like a snitch and do you know what happens to snitches" After he chuckled.

I replied anxiously "I ain't no snitch"

Then he punched me in the eye and then kicked my stomach. After that I was on the floor  just about ready to cry.Then he decides it is not enough so he picks me up,puts me in a choke hold then he got out a pocket knife and he used it to cut my face. Then finally he carried me and slammed me right against the bathroom wall and I got knocked out. I woke up in  the nurse's office.

The principal came to me right away "Are you ok what happened to you"

Then I said "I-I-I forgot."

Then she left  because she with anger because she wanted to find out who did it. So I got to go leave to class. It's time for third period and I realized I'm about to have a teacher that I had last year and she hated me. I walked in and since it was the first day I got to sit where I wanted so I sat next to my friend. Her name was Mackie and she's a very caring person.

She gave me a concerned look and then she asked  "Noah are you ok because you look really jacked up."

I reply with "I am fine I don't feel the pain anymore."

The one thing I know is that I am not really fine everywhere hurts so much. Luckily the bell rings after me only being in class for ten minutes . At the time I was exited about lunch because I didn't know how much worse the first day of  school was gonna get. As I walked into lunch I saw Josh and he had a bunch of people behind him. My friends weren't their yet so I was alone and petrified. I looked him right in the eye and the look he was giving me was not good.

He walks to be with his posse and says "Look at this ugly ass boy" he  Laughs then says " You look like  your dentist diagnosed you with the continental drift. Gorilla looking ass." He and everyone in the cafeteria was laughing at me.From that day on I was known as gorilla boy.

My friends finally came and I told them I needed to go use the bathroom.I lied I needed to go and cry and that's the one thing I can never do in front of Josh. When I got out lunch was  over which felt great. Little did I know that lunch is my second to last class of the day gym is my last. So I walk into the locker room and guess who was there. JOSH!! In the locker room he puts me in a choke hold but lets me go because a teacher comes. Then he makes fun of me the whole time and school is finally over. I thought this horrible day would finally be over but I forgot I had a 8 year old brother and he hates me. He kept annoying me so I just took a nap so he would leave me alone. I needed the nap anyway.