Sometimes I wonder 'how cruel and brutal are you god?' Then I remember non of this was planned. Sometimes I just want to crawl up in a hole and cry my pain away, but we all know it's not that easy to get away from the hurt and sorrow that has been created and placed throughout our lives. I have learned to simply just deal with it, yet there is a nagging voice in the bottom of my brain that seems to scream out
"You are worthless!" It shouts
"Nobody wants you!" It hollers at the top of its lungs.
"Just kill yourself it would make life easier if you did so!" It taunted. Then I look at him, and all my pain, sorrow, hurt, and many more goes away completely. It's not only the way he looks, or talks, or even the manners he holds. It is the way he makes my heart flutter in my chest and throughout my body just thinking of his name,
'Sebastian...Sebastian' I cover my face every time I think of him.
I feel my face turn a blood red and start to roll around until, I feel the blush fade away faster than it came. I always used to tell myself
" love will always end. Whether it be brake ups, divorces, or even death. It will end, and your idea of love won't save you from it. Why should I delude myself to a concept that has no meaning in the end?" I always thought I could handle the game called life, but it all changed. He showed me love, hope, and faith. If I knew him back then, I would have not ever been sad nor brought down by others....but I didn't and the only thing that matters at this moment is that I have him now. I'm finally happy. I trust him with my heart, body, and soul. He saved me from my own personal hell. I love him and never want to let him go...
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Hello this is the writer of this stupid story... this is probably going to be the stupidest story you have ever laid eyes on in your entire life... but what the fuck ever❤️ I did take the picture above so.....see you in chapter 1 hopefully it will be better than this one byeeee love u my little crows (B.T.W there might be triggering events in the next chapters) I also hate spiders... Claud 🕷🕷🕷😡😡😡....BYEEEEE oh and I'm sorry that this chapter was so god dame short.... love you little crows byeeeee.
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Just a little broken ( SEBACIEL)
FanfictionCeil Phantomhive is a depressed 17 year old who thinks the only meaning to life is death and death is life. His world is a big personal hell for him. The new teacher seems to understand Ceil and starts to get interested in him. Ceil has fallen for h...
