Denial

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Some parts of your life you live on auto pilot. You aren't aware of how you are feeling, what is happening around you, or even what you are doing yourself. All you are doing is repeating what you have done every day, letting muscle memory serve its purpose.
Or at least, that's how it is for me. I often set myself on auto pilot, saying what is expected of me, doing the same thing I would do
any other day. Mostly, I do this when it is too hard to process life through any other perspective. When I am too mad to see the good intentions, or too sad to find the hope. Thats when I let my body take over my mind. In these moments, I am nothing. Sure, I'm doing what I always do, but I'm not there. It's just a bit to hard.

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