Well...I have 2 guys I love the most of them is the love of my life joonyoung he makes me feel safe and loved I wouldn't want anyone else in the world to have him I only want him I don't want to loose him... I really don't I want this relationship to go on and on and grow old together and be married and have kids he means everything to me without him I'm nothing to this world. He understands me he's my other half he's my everything. I also love my little precious baby boy renjun he's my beautiful amazing baby boy he loves me and I also love him I don't want anyone else to love him but me. He loves it when I smile holding him close to me I love the way he cares about me but I care about him more than anything. I'm scared that I'll loose 1 of you or both of you...I'm sorry...I am the worst...I don't deserve you both...
