- Told myself not to fall for you
For some reason i caught a clue
Cause fucking w. you was going to hurt.
Hurt was your intentions but you forgot to mention
That somewhere along the line it contributed w. love.
Love was a vision i saw between us but never made since if i was blind.
Blind ,
Blinded by so many words i heard
Felt true coming from someone like you .
You,
a criminal on investigation in this situation
Using my future goals to entertain and keep company w. you and your love .
A loved love that was supposed to love me .
Me,
The DUMBASS
Broke like glass,
When i knew i was made like brink.
Tears were cement
Could not rust nor melt but break w. a use of a big black ball.
Balls,
You grew after you knew my past present and future
dating ciara making promises losing in love's war again
Letting you use my body as your party or your play ground
Remember when we played round ?
Told me you were tired .
Tired of hearing the same shit over and over again.
Oh really ?
So please tell me why hurt someone that wanted to show you the definition of real.
But still
You told me you were tired .
and i tried
but like paper and fire i burned.
Burnt ruber
stupid motherfucker i was and truly still am.
Told myself ill be damn if i let it happen again .
But again i am willing to disobey my friends.
I Should have known better ...
Felt forgotton so i forgot we were chilling and only fucking w. each other .
Should have gotten the memo
Now im writing in my memo
Feeling dumb like hell no!
I should have known you were no good .
Watch you do dirt but felt like your fertilizer so i thought i would see grass .
Now i laugh cause i hope she does you good
Hell I Would
But you werent so bad
Just a good laugh
Joker
The card that was barely used in the deck
I Bet.
Once again i see why
Why you lied
For why is a questioned asked in every situation
But in your case of course
You never liked or never answer
So now why is left said like " okay " and " wow"
A quicker way to end a conversation
Spades the only game we knew for taking away the bigger person
For What ?
Another questioned that wont be answered ,
Your case again another conversation ended where we never started.
Spade a game i never knew how to play
So lost in my on way
My Fault of Course Right?
For now i know that trust is something i should have never given opportunity to
to someone like you.
Be sure that it will never happen again
For us we could be friends
Ill just be always scared
to be scarred by only your hands could mend.
