Tsubaki-San [English/Englisch]

~Chapter One~

He came to me again today, to hear another story from me. "Don't you have a funny story prepared?", he laughed fanatical after that. "Hmm", again, I tried to create of a story that would entertain him, eventually, I know him for eight years now, to be exact, I met him on my tenth birthday. But he asks for stories only for one month now, but in the meantime, our touch broke... "No stories in stock anymore, Kasai?" "Well, after all you're asking for a new one everyday my dear", I smiled at him.

Who's coming.

He laughed again and it let my heart jump. I want to tell him a new story every day. Even when I think they are boring, for myself, he always listens. His suffering is unmeasurably, all that he bears...

The Melancholy.

I told him a story that randomly came to my mind. He listened carefully and seemed to be interested in it. "Again, a successful Story Kasai", he said his goodbye, and I looked after him, but he was already gone.

The 8th deadly sin.

Why didn't I got to ask you one of the most important questions once again?

"Tsubaki"

I went to bed with Tsubaki in my thoughts, I couldn't think about another thing except him this evening. His black hair, the red, piercing eyes that looked directly into my soul, that eyes that stings through my souls. His figure. The crazy laugh that sounded like the most beautiful on earth for me, when it resounds through my ears, and his glance when I tell him a story, spellbound, curious and excited. Was is such a good idea to fall for a vampire? Even for one of the deadly sins? It surely wasn't, but who can navigate his own heart. No one. With more thoughts about Tsubaki, I eventually fell asleep. The nest day, I woke up from the best but at the same time the worst sleep I ever had, tears were streaming down my face. I tried to wipe them away with my hand, my parents shouldn't see them. But... They continued to stream down my face, they wouldn't stop. I couldn't, no, didn't wanted to stop them! The thought, my dream could become real, even the smallest bit of it let me shiver all over my body. I pulled my knees to my chest and let it all out. My fear for him grew every second, that he would leave me, that he dies or even that he's going to get killed. I didn't even heard my mother coming into the room over all these thoughts. She spoke louder to get my attention: "We're going, I accompany your father to one of his meetings, an apology for today is laying on the table in the living room, the school knows about it." She said it so cold, so repellent. Her looks scrutinized me, like she looks down on me. She just married my father for his money... I detest her, but I don't hate her for my father's sake. I just said a simple yes and she immediately leaved. I waited ten minutes, till I was sure that they already left and got as fast as I could to the balcony.