Why can't she see that she was used
Why does she feel alone
The she is me
I was stupid to not see
I feel alone
You might be asking why I felt used
Why I feel alone
Well let me tell you most of the story
I started talking to this guy this year
We hung out a few times
He told me that he liked me
Then a few days later I find out that he likes another girl
He asked the girl out
He came over the same day and hung out with me
I found out that he asked the girl out after the hangout
When I found out I was upset
I was hurting
Tears came to my eyes
But I couldn't cry
I was hurting because I actually like him
My heart dropped when I heard that he's taken
I tell him that I'm fine with it
But am I really
I try to be happy for him
But I can't even see him with her
How can I be happy when he moved on
There was no warning
I was talking to my friend about it one day about hanging out with him
He just wants me a secret
He keeps saying "Don't tell anyone"
I don't want to be a secret
But it's what I am
Why do guys say "Don't tell anyone"
Why do they care about what people think of them
I know I'm not like the other girls
But I still have feelings
I want you to think about this quote for a minute
"She's broken because she believed, he's ok because he lied"
Would she still be broken if she didn't believe
I ask myself that question every time I hear that quote
I think to myself as I sit alone in my room
I think about what he told me
He told me that his feelings for me faded or whatever
That made me feel horrible
Am I horrible to have feelings for
That is how I felt when he said that
I didn't say anything because I didn't want him to feel bad
When he feels bad for me it makes me feel like there is something wrong with me
Well maybe there is something wrong with me
I'm stuck on a guy that has a girlfriend
But how do you get over a guy you have liked for 2 years
How do you move on when the guy told you that he liked you
Why do people get attached
My friends keep telling me to move on
But how
It's not easy to move on
It's not like I don't want to move on
Why did I let him lead me on
I don't want these feelings
I want them gone
I want to be happy
But how am I supposed to be happy
He's moving away
I can't even say "goodbye" to him
I don't want him to go
I want him here
I don't feel alone with him around
