Fuck You And Your Friends // Gawsten

Chapter 5

5:15 am

Awsten was the first one to wake up, surprisingly. What had surprised him more than being the first one up was that he awoke at 5, while he normally wakes up around 9 or sometimes noon if he was lucky. He carefully removed himself from Geoff and stretched. He grabbed some clothes as well as a towel and went into the bathroom to shower. The dream he had was... interesting and he enjoyed it a lot, especially since it had his boyfriend in it doing some "off screen action." The water ran the boys face and the feeling of it was very pleasant. The water was a tad hotter than what he normally used, but Awsten didn't mind. It wasn't like it was scorching hot. It's been about 3 days since Geoff and him had sex, and maybe about a month since he had spent some alone time with his hand, and he needed some relief, but not while Geoff was here. He didn't want his boyfriend to wake up and hear and assume Awsten didn't think that he was good enough to have sex with. 

(This part is a bit smutty if you think about it so y'all can skip if you don't wanna read it I'll let you know when it's over)

Whilst Awsten washed himself, his mind had wandered. He started to think about the future where Geoff and him are still together. He truly loved this boy. While he was on "autopilot", his hand had moved down to his crotch area where his erection was, and that brought him back to reality. He put down the washcloth that was in his hand that he used to wash himself and put his hand around his length and started t pump. Even though he had convinced himself not to jerk off while his boyfriend was sleeping in the room next door and his parents were down the hall (they were light sleepers and if Awsten had jerked off late at night while they slept they had aught him.) he had ignored what he told himself. The blue haired boy tried not to make any sound but occasionally a moan would come out here and there. He didn't need to awake Geoff at almost 6 in the morning, especially since it wasn't a school day. This erection needs to go the hell away the boy told himself. He started to think about the dream he had and started to pump faster than he was. Awsten couldn't contain it anymore and white liquid had squirted out of the boys dick. His hand movement had slowed down and he cleaned himself off. The water had eventually became cold and he got out and got changed in the bathroom. 

(Smut scene is over guys!)

He dried off his hair and went out back into his room and sat on the floor and turned o the T.V. and started playing Zelda (he made sure that the volume was down all the way first). While he played, he heard small moans coming from who he assumed was Geoff, and he was right. Awsten had tried to ignore the souds that his boyfriend made but it was too hard to. The jeans he wore today started to get more tight, making it even harder to ignore Geoff. Awsten decided to turn the game off and leave the room. His pants were incredibly tight and he needed some fresh air. He found a notebook in the hallway on a bookshelf and wrote two notes, each the same, but one for Geoff and the other for his parents. He put the note on the nightstand in his room so Geoff can see it and the other near the coffee pot so his parents can see it. After he placed them in their spots, he left the house quietly and made his way to a park with a hoodie on and his phone and earbuds in two hands. 

Park, 5:54 am

The sky was black, turning blue a bit. Awsten walked from his house to a nearby park. He was glad that he grabbed his earbuds but he regrets wearing a hoodie and a t-shirt. Even though it was March in Houston, it was pretty chilly. He plugged his earbuds into his phone and turned on a playlist that consisted of Green Day, Sum 41, and Good Charlotte. He started to walk around the park. No one was really supposed to be in there at the time Awsten was, but nobody ever came to yell at the kids that did. He eventually sat on a bench and breathed in the morning air of March. This was the small that brought back the good memories that escaped his mind years ago.

Awsten's Room, 9:30 am

When geoff awoke, he noticed that his boyfriend wasn't there and he wasn't in the bathroom either. He sat up and stretched. His head had turned toward to the night stand and saw the paper and he grabbed it. Geoff read it and sighed. "Awsten's been out there for god knows how long", Geoff muttered. He quickly changed into some clothes suitable for the weather and put on his shoes, and then ran to the park he knew that Awsten would be at.

Park, 9:47 am

By the time he reached the park, he was out of breath. He looked around for the brightly coloured blue haired boy he called his boyfriend. Once he spotted him, he became happy. His eyes moved and soon, he saw it. Awsten was kissing -no, making out with- some chick. Geoff felt his heart break. "How could he?" Tears fell down the boys face as he turned around to walk back to his now ex's house to pack his things. 

Park, 9:44 am

Awsten had some money and got a doughnut at a corner store around the park around 7, when the store opened up. Geoff texted him when he woke up saying that he saw the note on the bedside table and that he was going to see him there at the park in 15 minutes or so. While he waited, some chick came up and sat down next to the boy. "Hey baby" the girl spoke. HEr hair was a bleach blonde and she had a really bad tan. It was like she came out of those movies from the late 90s early 2000s. "Lindsey i told you this before, I'm not your boyfriend. We had sex once months ago. I was never your boyfriend-" Lindsey had interrupted him by kissing him. Awsten had tried to oush her off but she kept herself kissing him, and as soom as he saw Geoff out of the corner of his eye he ended up full on pushing her off him. nHe got up and ran towards Geoff, but it was too late.

Geoff's House, 10:20 am

Geoff packed his things from Awsten's room and left to his. He gave Awsten a second chance yet what was it even for? Tears rushed down his face and he cried into the pillow on his bed. He was happy that his parents had to go away for a business trip for about two weeks or more. His heart was broken even more than what happened two or three days ago when the whole Twitter thing happened. He loved Awsten. How could you love someone the same way you used to after they broke your heart? The tears had eventually stopped falling, so he went downstairs to get food. As he walked past the front door, he heard a knock at the door. He wiped his eyes and opened it. "What are you doing here?" Geoff asked with no emotions. "Geoff listen t me-" "No. You literally broke my heart. I gave you a second chance and you ruined it, Awsten. Now goodbye" he said angrily, then he slammed the door shut in Awsten's face and locked it. He ddidn't care if Awsten didn't kiss that girl, he gave the boy another chance and it was ruined. All he wanted right now was to be left alone.