I feel myself drifting again but where am I going? I made myself believe things were going better, but truth is my hole has only fallen deeper.
I'm crying but no one stops to bother and ask me why.
I've tried to reach out to you but you only leave me on read.
Why can't I speak, I feel like my vocal chords are frozen.
Others don't care of my well being except themselves and I have to accept the truth of this selfish society and the constant battle of my reflection.
You won't care til I'm gone just to not accept your guilt and the part you played.
I'm trying so hard and I want to know that I did good.
I'm fighting hard for it to not be the last goodbye.
Why must it be like this? The sun doesn't shine anymore above my head or ponder at my feet.
Out of all these questions there is no possibility of one answer.
I don't know how much longer I can pull through and at what length will there be help?
I wish I could be seen.
For now its just me and myself...
