babe.
you fucking break me.
i hate you so much that i-
you know there's no any better word to say how much you mean to me.
you're not here with me.
i thought of you hugging me, giving me kisses and letting me snuggle up in your chest.
but they were just your sweet texts that even myself is unsure if you're being real there.
it hurts me so much that i couldn't even touch you and how fragile am i for you.
then you easily break me.
you make me hate you and it hurts so fucking much and you.
i love you so much that i start to think about tomorrow being with you.
and you know what, im just another girl, who wants to be loved and to love. you let me love you, i let you have my heart in yours.
i never thought of you not coming back. leaving me hopelessly in this love.
it hurts so fucking much, babe. you have no idea how much shits i have to swallow, just to tell myself that i trust you.
and if we happen to take our own paths...
i just want you to remember me that i have loved you this much.
