Little White Lies

Chapter1

A/N here is my first chapter this is done on my phone on notes but I really want to put alot into this but comment what you think  ~Shannon

*Prologue*: Four years, four long years I have been fighting for, 1,460 long days and counting I have had to battle on. Battle to smile, to breathe, to live. And although some days out of those 1,460 days have been the great moments that I will always remember and never will I forget. I guess that in each dark hour a little light flickers but a dim corner it shines not even standing on your tiptoes would you be able to reach but it is always here, then in the day where light is everywhere a dark patch is always there, on the floor, on a wall, anywhere and all the time you deny how you feel, how it makes you feel, plastering a fake smile and try to hide what you really feel and facing to what you feel is always be hard no matter how strong you are or how weak you may seem each hard path we wonder down it hard and finding that light is never easy. 

Chapter 1. 

That's the thing about pain it demands to be felt. - John Green. 

“ What do you mean that you think you like me?” I said under my breath trying to hold back the tears that demanded to push their way through, “You either want to to keep this going or not, but either way I will not let myself be dragged along, I don't want to be the girl who you only talk to after no other girl wants you, I let that happen once and look where that landed me, hoping that at any time you would notice but you never did, so don't ever say you think you like me. It is a easy yes or no, I need to know as I can't let myself down again like this.” I stared down at him, his hands going through his hair, 

I knew the answer and I just couldn't bare to face the truth, I threw my books in my bag and left him, looking up and trying to hold the flood hates close I left, opening the library door and into the crowed halls. I pushed my hand into my pocket and pulled out my headphones, looking down and trying to untangle them I wasn't looking what was in front of me until I was knocked into something hard, 

“Ouch, what the..” Holding on to my shoulder,

“Fuck?” A deep voice finished my sentence, I looked up, “I'm Harry, and I'm sorry for hurting you.” His green eyes looked deep into mine, 

I really couldn't handle any more of boys today I was more than fed up of everything. 

“No worries your not the only one that has hurt me today.” I drew a fake smile. 

“Is my shoulder that hard?” A grin grow across his face, 

“Apparently, if my arm bruise you will know about it.” I mutter underneath my breath. 

“Even though I don't know you, let me make up for it?” He asked stepping aside from the pack of teenagers stomping their way through the corridor, 

“Not today I'm not in the mood. Maybe some other time?” Harry was about to answer when I heard my name shout from the bottom end of the corridor. 

“ I'm really sorry I have to go.” I couldn't make eye contact I felt bad for just leaving him on the spot but I couldn't stay any longer.

Harry was about to say something but my name was shouted again but closer, I walked as fast as I could through the crowd and out through the door.

“Sienna” his voice echoed as I rushed to my car, threw my bag on the passenger side and turn the engine on, pushing my foot on to the pedal and got out before he could say anything, that he was Jason and everything about him I loved but now I hated him more than ever.