I look up at the ceiling fan, there's a noose attached to it , it looks so beautiful , in a way that most people won't understand . I step on to the chair and place my head through the noose , my eyes are starting to water . I look down at my feet, I kick the chair, I can feel myself getting light headed , Unable to breath. I guess this is it , the beauty of dying .
I wake up in tears. " Vic, don't worry it was just a dream " . I look over to my older brother tony , feeling relived .. Tony is like my Bestfriend I tell him everything , I'm 15 and he's 17.
I obviously can't go to sleep so might as well get ready for school . I take a shower real quick and then I walk to my closet and try to find some clothes. I get a 'Pierce the veil' crew neck and some black skinny jeans and my black converse. I find it funny that my brother calls me Vic (my full name is Victoria .____. ) and his name is tony. I go to the kitchen and try to find food, I look in the fridge and I find the box of pizza from last night . I close the fridge and turn around to see tony eating pizza , I guess great minds think alike {x . He's wearing a Nirvana shirt like always ( his closet just has Nirvana shirts ) butt I'm cool with it . I find my phone and put my headphones in , I grab my skateboard and head off to school .
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AN ; umm hey , yeah {x . This is my first book so yeah comment anything that you don't like or that I should add.. Yeah . Don't me so mean to me okay /).(\ I know this chapter is short butt don't worry there gunna get longer ...
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