Hi...My name is Shae...I'm am shy, smart, heart broken, crazy, and pretty... I'm the kind of person who lets everybody tell me their problems and give them advice... I also am one of those people who never says what she thinks...Why. because i have a wall built soo high in me that i have been depressed for months.. I put a smile on my face and act like everything is okay....But when I'm alone, with me, myself and my thoughts... I cry myself to sleep almost every night. Also that wall is from being hurt by guys.. Guys who i thought i loved just used me so pleasure, been cheated on.. And because of that I can never say how i feel if i like someone... I'm scared of what people think of me, but also i don't really care. I'm always there for people, but they r never there for me... I know this sounds boring but i really don't care. I'm just waiting for the day when i just explode and no one is gonna expect it. I'm insecure about how I look because of what people had said about me. They say things like I'm fat, i have no boobs, or I'm ugly. In the past 2 years I've cut, made myself throw up, and been through 2 mental break downs. I never really recover from stuff like that. I lose friends every year, either by a fight, drama, or they just stop talking. It makes Me upset not knowing who is gonna leave me next. I cant wait till the day that I cant finally come out of my shell and show people who the real Shae is.., Wish me luck kids (:
