This is life

You know life sucks. Like seriously I hate it so much I can runaway and think that no one will miss me... But I don't do it because for one really good reason...it's against the law. Such as other things. Life sucks oh well do something... anything to keep you're mind off of the world you know and hate. I know I will, or I have maybe I should do something that I won't get in trouble for but for me fills that empty, lonely, confusing deep hole inside of me.
Over the last couple of years I've discovered that people aren't always who they seem who you'd think they'd be. Middle school and high school yes those are the most precious years to live out your youth and get in trouble for the stupidest of things, but it also shapes who you may be, but it's up to you where you end up because in the end everything you did was for yourself. Middle school~a place where ignorant, spoiled, rebellious teenagers are forced to go. (Keep in mind that this is my definition of middle school and that it may not be accurate for you but for when I was in middle school it was) In middle school I've had many friends many of them who've kept stuff from me but eventually I found out. I'm one of those people that you think "oh no she doesn't hang out with them" or "no she would never do that." Haha well I have done some stuff that people may or may not believe and yes I do hang out with any type of person.

Over the couple of years yes you do find out the truth such as yes I am friends with a druggie, an alcoholic, a person who smokes, older people, self-harmers, lesbians, punks, girly girls, boys, don't forget the liars, backstabbers, and the ones that pretend to be your friend just to gossip about you. Well what can I do but tell you what they did to fill that empty space that they felt inside of them and some things that I did. Please know that these characters are fake and I'm not using actual names nor will I tell you which story is mine.