I can't handle this I really can't, I want to die so bad why do people keep me here? Please let me be in peace I'm sick of all the hurt, I'm sick of everything...the only thing keeping me going is my boyfriend
He means the world to me and I don't know what to do, I want to cut, oh how I want to cut so bad
I need the pain, I need to calm down before a freak out
Die die die die pleaseeee I want to die I'm so done with this world
I hate this
Life is dumb
I just need to die, or feel pain
I miss cutting I'm only 10 days clean but I want to give in
But I can't
Why did I keep that promise
WHY
YOU ARE READING
Dumbass dairy of a fuck up
Non-FictionEverything I put in this book is what is happening inside my head. Sometimes I can't control what happens this is my life through my eyes How I get threw high school How I get threw life
