Chapter 5.
Last night was awful, I wish I could do something to make her happy, I really do but I just don't know what would make her happy.
I let her sleep in my bed while I slept on the floor.
she cried all night. All I wanted to do was lay with her and tell her not to worry, but I can't.
I honestly don't know if everything will be Alright, I don't know if there will really be nothing to worry about. Her life being filled with fear, and worry, I can't just tell her that she won't have to deal with that anymore, but that's what she grew up with.
if only there was a way to make her see that she doesn't have to worry, or be scared.
maybe there is, I just need to find it.
I am walking up to my bedroom, I here Brenda's keyboard being played. It sounds so familiar, I just can't quite put my finger on it.
that's when she starts to sing,
"come on skinny love, just last the year.
pour a little salt we were never here.
my my my, my my my, my my my my.
staring at the sink of blood and crushed vainer.
tell my love to wreck it all, cut out all the ropes and let me fall.
my my my, my my my, my my my my.
sudden load is full, so slow on the split.
and I told you to be patient, and I told you to be fine.
and I told you to be ba-"
"you have a beautiful voice." I interrupt.
"uh.. I didn't see you standing there." she replies shyly.
"c'mon, let's get some breakfast." I smile.
We walked towards her house so she can get clothing and her belongings, since my mother agreed to let her stay as long as she needed at my house.
No one is at her house so she takes a little longer deciding what she though she needed the most.
We then walk downtown to my favorite cafe.
we get our breakfast to go, we both order chocolate chip pancakes, eggs, and a side of hashbrowns, and of course orange juice.
we decide to go to the park and sit on the bench to eat our breakfast since it is such a beautiful day out.
"so tell me, why do you have such interest in me?" she asks picking up a piece of pancake with her fork and putting it into her mouth.
"I don't see why I don't." I smirk.
her cheeks flush, and turn a light pink.
"well, I mean no one has ever had any interest in me, except for my best friend that is." she says as her beautiful blue eyes meet my dark brown ones.
"That's because they didn't get to know you as well as I did." I reply taking a sip of my orange juice.
she shrugs nodding her head.
"but why did you offer to let me stay at your house for a while?" she tilts her head looking at me.
"Because I want to protect you." I smile. "I want to know that your safe."
this time she blushed even harder.
I couldn't stop smiling at her as she blushed, it was just too cute.
I was broken out of my trance when my phone started vibrating. It was Shawn.
from: Shawn
*hey man, you coming to school today?*
to: Shawn
*nah, I'm spending the day with Brenda. Just hang out for the day.*
From: Shawn
"alright, Taylor told us about last night. we hope Brenda cheers up. (:*
To: Shawn
"Oh, that's fine I'll explain later. & thank you guys.(:*
He didn't reply after that.
"So, what for you want to do right now?" I smile at her.
"hmm..." she taps her finger lightly on her chin, looking around the park. she spots sometime and looks back at me with an evil smile. she gets up running towards the swing set, I get up and run after her.
Taylor.
"so she was crying?" Jack G asks.
"yeah, I was gonna say something funny to him, I was gonna ask if he was gonna get it in but then I saw the hurt in her facial expression so I didn't say anything. I felt really bad for her." I say seriously.
"Damn, what do you think happened?" Nash asks.
"I don't know man." I looking at my lap.
Back to Sebastian.
We have a swinging challenge to see who can go the highest, Brenda won.
We stop swinging for a while, just sitting there. I look at her and notice she's thinking about something while looking at the blue sky.
"What's on your mind?" I ask smiling.
she looks at me before answering. "life and death." she replies continuing to look at the sky.
"what about it?" I crinkle up my eyebrow because of the sun in my eyes.
"I always wonder what happens after you die. do you feel when you die? will you suffer even in your sleep? where do we go? will we be remembered? can you tell when your going to let go? ya know, stuff like that." she shrugs.
"wow, I have no answers." I look at the trees.
"I don't think anyone does, and that's what makes me wonder about those things." she looks at me.
"well enough talk about this, let's go on our first adventure!" she grabs my hand dragging me off the swing.
I nod my head.
"let's go to the woods?" it sounded more like a question.
"sure, anywhere." I grin.
"I like to come here a lot." she says jumping over a branch on the ground.
"how come?" I ask repeating her steps.
"it's my little get away." she replies with a somewhat sad face.
gosh I wish I knew about her problems sooner.
she sees something getting excited jogging toward it.
I follow and see what she was jogging to.
I stop in my tracks admiring the view. it's so beautiful. I can see the whole city. (I don't know if there is woods with a cliff with the view of the city but it's my imagination.)
"it's beautiful isn't it?" she looks out into the town.
I couldnt find the words to say, I just nodded my head sitting down next to her on a big rock.
"it looks prettier at night." she chuckles.
we stay there for about ten minutes just admiring the view, she lay her head on my shoulder a few times, I would just smile down at her.
"let's go downtown and get frozen yogurt." I rub my belly playfully.
she laughs, "Okay."
we enter the frozen yogurt shop, I get a small bowl/cup, and so does Brenda.
I get chocolate, while Brenda gets vanilla.
we get the same toppings, crushed cookie crumbs, gummy bears, and a cherry on top.
we pay and sit at a booth in the corner next to the window.
we talk about almost everything, and laugh.
I loved our first little adventure.

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That Spanish Boy (Sebastian Olzanski & Magcon Boys)
FanfictionSebastian is your average teenage boy, he is somewhat popular at school because of his YouTube videos. Like a lot of boys, he has a crush. Her name is Brenda, she has gone through a lot in her life, but finds a way to keep going. Together they go th...