Unwell. [Shinsou Hitoshi x Male! OC]

The Meeting

"Are you really sure? I could assign you to the less complicated ones. Considering you're a fresh grad." Dr. Yagi said his face filled with worry.

"I'm fine. Really." I smiled reassuringly. "And Dr. Aizawa already said I was most fit for this task. And its good for me too. More experience." I exclaimed, voice filled with determination. "Okay kid. Just call me if you need anything, okay?" He sighed before leaving for his appointment.

Today was my first day on the job and I was assigned to one of the most biggest cases here in the institute. I was excited and scared but mostly excited. Taking my first patients file out I began studying his data which wasn't really of help. It was just the basics that were written there. Full name, family, date of birth, when he was admitted, etc.

"Shinsou Hitoshi..." I read out before closing the very helpful piece of data. "Well better meet up with him rather than reading useless shit."

Standing up I took my notepad and pen, recorder, and my tumbler. I made my way to my patients ward and was it just me or the halls leading to him were getting colder and scarier? His ward was located at the end of the fourth floor's hall and the light was even flicking. Is this some kind of horror movie?

The guard standing by the door greeted me before knocking on the door loudly. "Hey, fruitcake! Your new doctors here to see you." I winced at the given nickname and awkwardly smiled at the guard before entering. When the guard closed the door I visibly flinched upon hearing him slam it. Very cool, Kentaro. Show your patient that your scared.

I heaved out a loud sigh and proceeded on sitting on the chair provided in the middle of the room. Glancing around I noticed that there were drawings on the wall painted in red. There were scratches too. Bet he drew them with his nails. I quickly wrote that in my notepad taking note he was doing self harm. When I was finished writing my notes down I looked up and came face to face with my patient. It was a good thing i'm good at jump scares or I'd be screaming my heads of. 

"Hello, Shinsou. My name is Matsuo Kentaro and I'll be taking care of you from now on." I stated trying to make my voice serious and calming at the same time. 

"Where's Midoriya?" He asked. His voice cracking from the lack of water. 

"Dr. Midoriya resigned a week ago. I'll be taking his place." I answered while he took a seat on the floor in front of me.

"That's too bad. I was having a fun time playing with him." He pouted and looked down. I was about to say something but his head snapped up and looked at me directly in the eye. "But I think I'd have way more fun with you. Right? Kentaro-kun?" He smiled. His smiled sent shivers down my spine but I wont let that back me down. 

"Oh we will. So enough of that. We'll start with the basics, okay? I'll ask you some questions and you answer them." I stated and took my recorder out. 

"That's no fun. Why don't we switch it up? I ask questions and you answer?" He said as he ran his hand through his hair. He was stubborn. I'll write that down too later. "How about this. We each ask each other questions. We take turns." I suggested while standing up and sitting down on the floor in front of him. He beams and scooted closer to me. "I like that idea! I'll go first!" He exclaimed.

I placed my things on the chair and placed my hands neatly on my lap. "Okay. What's your question?" I started and he moved closer that our knees were touching. "How old are you?" He asked making me sigh in relief that his questions were harmless. "I'm 23. My turn do you know why your here?" He looked at me before giving out a huge creepy smile. "Because I'm crazy." Once again his smile sent shivers down my spine. It was dark. Creepy. Malicious. Mischievous. 

The fear that i felt must have been seen on my face because Shinsou suddenly frowned and leaned his face closer to mine. "You fear me too?" He whispered , his breath hot on my face. 

"H-Humans tend to fear w-what they do not understand." I stuttered out. "But that is why I am here. I may fear you right now but in time. When I get to know you. And understand you. I wont fear you anymore." The fear in my voice slowly toned down and was replaced with a calming and soothing tone. What I was saying is true. This is why I chose to be a psychologist. To understand those who were isolated by many. And to help other people to understand them and bring them back to society.

Shinsou smiled and sat back down with a sigh. "I like you. You are the most real out of all the doctors who've handled me." I felt relieved that he thinks that way. This also means I wont have a hard time building a relationship with him. 

Me and Shinsou continued to ask each other questions until the warden knocked on the door telling me it was already time for Shinsou's meal. That made us stop and end our session. 

It was obvious that Shinsou had mental issues but at some point you'd question if he was just really traumatized about something. And that's what I'll be focusing on right now. It'll be easier for him to open up to me if I show that I care, which i do, and maybe just maybe I could help in his development. 

"Bye bye, Kentaro-chan~" Shinsou beamed at me before I left the room. My heart skipped a beat upon laying eyes at his innocent smile. I quickly exited the room and made my way to my office. That was the most sincere smile he ever gave ever since this morning. I beamed when i thought about this. I am making wonderful progress right now. I hope this continues for the upcoming days. 

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- Chot