After 2 months with Eddie, things started to get better. Skies were clearer, grass was greener, and I've never felt more alive. Yes, friendships were finally mended and I felt like I was complete.
Eddie might be a BIG pain in the ass sometimes (actually most of the time) because he tries to agrivate me very easily but I just fall back in his warm, strong, and comforting arms. Do you ever get that feeling where you just want to through someone on the freeway? Well I want to do that to Eddie all the time then, I start to relize I'll be the one dying saving his precious ass.
Things always got better when I was always sad and crying. You know what they say, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! I've come to realize along the path of my life that there were only 3 people in the world who stood by me thick and thin. It was my two best friends and boyfriend. No not Amber, but Joy and my sister for life Briana.
There comes a point in your life where you just want to be happy. You just wish everything was ok even though this fucked up world is what brings us misery, but you have to admit you meet great people just like the three I have today.