3 months ago to today i was asked out by a guy i liked. He was nice and liked me not for my body well that it seemed. around half a month later he asked he if i was ok sending nudes. i to him it would depend no that i was ever going to then he asked if i wanted dick pics in exchange, stating facts i said hell no. now mind you this was based on a true story.
day 30 ( 2 months ago)
2 months ago today he wanted me to know his kinks. they were girls biting there lip in pictures and biting there tounge. i was ok sending those but wasn't with him screen shoting them for jerking off. now i know this wasn't ok but i liked it when he said he loved me and he wanted to be with me forever. i had never been kissed until our first date. mind you that i would go to his house rarely bc of my mom. one time i went i stayed till 9:00 after his mom went to bed we watched movies then he went in for a kiss i kissed back then he went to un button my pants i moved when he tried to put his hand down my pants i moved it away i wasn't ready for it. i didn't want to leave to be clear this was a few weeks before he broke up with me and when he did i was heart broken i wanted to die i told myself i wasn't good enough that i would never be i would have to change myself if i wanted him back i tried to change i couldn't i really wanted to after he did he went right to my best friend that i call my little sister. i was devistated she was my best friend. how could he do this to me after all i let him do to gain my trust he moved to my best friend i couldn't take it. then all my so called "friends" yelled at me bc the didn't want me to mess with them and i never was i just wanted to tell her what i'm saying right now. ''He will hurt you don't trust him he will say things to gain your trust and then break it and break you i give it a month and you will be hurt trust me. i love you i don't want to see you hurt please trust me"
i love you i hope you see this just don't trust him please
