my class is full of assholes. there's about 4 different friendship groups :
• the popular fake ass kids
• the nice yet strange kids that live in the library (not meant offensively, ily guys 😂)
• the clever kids
• the nearly popular ones who try in school and get on with most people
i belong in none of these groups. because well i have no friends, everyone hates me and i distant myself from most people. i don't belong in a certain place. i just don't fit in anywhere. wherever i go i always seem to be a bit left out and end up feeling like shit cause no one cares that im there :)
the popular kids look down on everyone and act like they own the world. they obviously don't, i mean they're not the queen or some shit.
they walk around school and talk about having a new bf every week. but god forbid if i liked a new girl every week id just get told that i move on quickly or i get around quick. like what the heck. you walk around having like 7 different boyfriends in the past 2 weeks. i like 2 people in like 3 months and i move on quick. hMMmMMmmmM
no matter how hard i try, i just don't fit in anywhere in my class. im friends with people in my class sometimes just when they're with their friends they pretend i don't exist. or their friends hate me which makes everything awkward asf.
there are so many petty arguments in my class over shit like "she said this" "but you said that"
like what the fuck
grow the heck up. im not gonna lie. i get involved sometimes. but i only do because it all pisses me off so much and people need to realise that we're not in like year 4 anymore.
people base their lives in school around arguments and it annoys me so much.
they find pleasure out of making other people feel like shit. they find it fun to make other people suffer just because they are bored in school and want so called "beef" to try and entertain them.
just ugh. i got the chance to move classes and i really wish i did because i hate most people. two of my best friends are in the class i could have moved to so i don't know why the fuck i didn't. i only stayed for a specific 3 people. even those people who kinda asked me to stay don't really even care that im there. so yea i hate most of my class :)
| first chapter. lol. |
