Love Dont Live Here Anymore

4

After that I walked away like a fuckin boss and continued on w/ my day. They got the info they needed so they couldn't be mad at my reaction. I didn't stay to see if Jazz was dead or alive because I really didn't give a damn. In my heart I feel as if I really didn't want to kill her, I just wanted to show her who she was fucking w/. My mind was a different story though and if I would have went w/ my first mind she would hav been a dead bitch when I found her fucking Chris. She crossed me twice in one day. She must be a desperate ass bitch to do some shit like that to her family.

I had a meeting for this house at 4:30 and here I was sitting out front early as ever. I really feel like this is where I want my fresh start to begin. The lady walked up to me and her smile was beautiful.

"Jae Williams ? You sure are early. My name is Tiffany Smith. You are a very pretty young girl. This house must have caught your attention.you know this home is for sale ? Not for rent. You are very young to be buying a home."

"Thanks Ms. Smith. Yes I know the house is for sale. If you are willing to work w/ me I'd like to purchase it. Listen my son was killed 2 weeks ago; only 5yrs old. My only child. I just want a new start. I want to do things that would make my son proud of me. I want him to always smile down on me and know that I am doing my best."

"Oh My God! That was your son ? My husband Detective Bryan is assigned to that case. I am so sorry for your lost. I hope they find who hit your little man."

My jaw dropped..... Not because she knew about Jacari's death, but because Bryan was a married man. This man has been after me, laying for my hotel rooms the past few nights. And to mention I had every intentions on fucking him. Then I'd be just like my damn sister. Ugh ! This is too much.

"Bryan is your husband ? That's awesome. He's actually doing a wonderful job. He has it handled for sure. Everything I needed to know he has been getting the answers for me. He does a great job."

"Well thank you. He works really hard. But since your facing a tough situation I dont mind helping you as well. "

"Wow! I really appreciate that. I remember the asking price and I have almost half of that, and I can do monthly payments if that's okay w/ you."

"God is on your side right now honey, that is just fine w/ me. I'll just have to adjust the contract and have you got over it abs sign it."

"Thank you so much ! This will be such an amazing fresh start. This house caught my attention when I first noticed it. That had to mean something."

"The Fact that you are going after what you want means something. Congratulations !"

We shook hands and I had tears in my eyes. We went our separate ways after agreeing to meet again tomorrow. Now I could pack up my place and move to my new home. The last few weeks has been very depressing but here I am w/ a smile bright as ever, hoping my son was smiling down on me. I had been ignoring Bryan's calls not wanting or caring for any news about my sister. But now that I know he has a wife I was ready to return his calls just to curse his ass out. I have to play the game how it goes though, so we'll see.

Guess I'll go celebrate w/ my mother. I haven't been to see her in days and she has been on my last nerve, but that's my mom, I love her to death and I'm kind of overdue for a visit. I just hope she doesn't bring up anything about Jazz. Maybe I'll just go pick her up and take her out for lunch. Hopefully she understands that owning a home is very big and i dont want any negative talk to ruin my day. I pulled up to her house and just sat there not ready to go inside. I seen her peeping out the window and thought to myself, "she so damn nosey." Before I could even think about getting out she was already walking out her house.

"Now why you sitting outside instead of coming in ?"

"Mom I was coming I just was taking a moment to breathe is all."

Soon as I got out the car my life took a turn for the worse. Three police cars and Bryan's black Navigator pulled up to my mothers house.

"Jae please let me speak to you for a moment I've been calling you all day."

Before bryan and I could have a decent conversation and asshole cop forced my hands behind my back and handcuffed me.

"Jae Williams you are under arrest for the murder of Jazz Williams. You have the right to remain silent, anything you say can an will be used against you in the court of law."

My mother dropped to her knees and began crying. At that very moment my heart sunk deep into my chest. I never thought about her not once. She just lost her only grandson, now she just lost both daughters. I was selfish, I was hurt and most of all I was angry. Now who will take care of my mother ? I looked her in the eyes and the only thing I could muster up was, "I'm sorry." Was Bryan trying to give me a warning all those times he had called my phone and I didn't pick up ? Did i really kill my twin sister ? All sorts of things were going through my mind but one things for is that if no one had got justice for my son I DID !!