Do you love me ?

Ch 10, day 1 after violets death

I've been sitting here since yesterday and I don't think I'm going to get up either. I haven't ate or slept. What bugs me about this is that Anne and Justin are out and don't care that she is dead. Its not that they can't move on but she was Anne's sister.

I've been thinking about how Justin acted and I think he still likes her and Anne doesn't realize it.

Time slowly passes and Anne and Justin walk in laughing and holding hands it disgusts me.

"Hey we brought you some Chinese food." Anne says handing me the food.

" I don't want it." I say just above a whisper

" Come on Vi would want you to eat." Anne says

" NO SHE WOULDN'T SHE IS DEAD BECAUSE OF ME!" I yell at Anne while she flinches from me yelling.

" Just go!" Justin yells at me.

" I'm going to go to sleep." I say but I'm not going to actually sleep.

I lay down, face the wall and close my eyes.

Justin's POV

Wow Chris is being a ass but I'd do the same thing if Anne was dead. I think I liked Vi I think I still do but I'm with Anne so don't think like that Justin. When I saw the letter I felt like I could die I was trying to hide that I'm dyeing inside.

She was like the battery of the car she makes everything run smoothly without her I'm nothing.

I like Anne but I love Violet but she will never know. Should I tell Anne that I'm was in love with Violet?Probably not she will be mad.

It's time to go to bed well goodnight mind I will figure it out tomorrow.