My choices
To move on
To still be in love
Those are my only choices
To completely
Get over you
To leave you
To let you go with out any contact
To delete all your photos
To stop talking about you
To love someone else
To open up to someone else
To trust my self
To hear your name with out feeling anything
To finely be at peace
While knowing how much I would have to
Let go
To forget about how i feel
To not want to hug you
To not need to call you
To not need to kiss you
To be fine when I find out your with my friend
To stay away from anything about you
To be okay when you walk pass me
To not think about our late phone calls
To not think about you when people ask who I love
To not grab your hand
To not get jelluse
To forget what it was like to be in love
To hope that I will not need to open up
To not ever tell someone you where my first love
To tell my mom we broke up
To tell my family you are not even a freind
To block you on everything
To realize you stoped loving me
To know you never realy loved me
To know all the times you said I was beautiful
You lied
To know you have up on me
Way to many time
To know you made me happy
To know I can find happiness
But I can't chose that
That will never be my choice
I will always be in love with you
I chose
To let you destroy me
To let you lie to me
To let you brake my heart a million times
To belive you
To love you
To never let you go
I chose
To alaway want you
But I can't chose
That I need you
That when you hug me
My heart skips a beat
That every time you hang up on me
To talk to her
My heart brakes
That when you say her name my eyes get a little watery
That when you say your hers
I brake
That I still belive you when you say
You love me
I can't chose that
I could never stop you from breaking me
So even if I wanted you
I could never stop loving you
I love you
And you don't love me
And that's completely fine
I just wanted you to
Be happy
If that's with her
Then
I will try to hide
All of my feelings
And when your love for her fades
And you finely
Look at me
The way you used to
When she's not the first thing you think of in the morning
And you can honestly say
Even if you could you wouldn't go back to her
And you don't feel the need to kiss her
And she's not the girl that makes you happy
Or even if just for a second
You see me
And you think of us
Or you miss me
Know I'm right here
I love you
I'll love you until
The sun stops shining
The school stops teachining
And Rainbows don't have gold at the end
And kids stop believing
And parents stop buging
And when Scooby isn't bestfreind with shagy
And the moon stops going around earth
When happy ever after isn't real
Is when I'll stop loving you
Until then I'm sorry
But you have a girl
That loves you
More than you could ever under stand
It's the worst kind to
The kind where
She's ugly
And horibal
And no one likes her
But she loves you
And you
Your funny
Cute
Perfect
And your loved by a girl like me
I'm sorry
But it's not my choice
Cuz if it was
I
would chose
To look at your face
With out my heart wanting to explode
I never wanted to love you
I realy didnt
I didn't get a warning
I'm just like you
Except
Your being loved
And I
Am breaking
